Insanity

Another hello

2011-07-06T15:27:00.000+07:00

Finally I'm typing again for this blog.

Hi everyone, how's life?
Me? Pretty Bad.

Ya, I was just getting older. 19. Last year of being teenager, which is I have to enjoy this year, no matter what no matter how.

Was I happy? Well not really. My boyf leaving for holiday, without saying any goodbye and the worst is his phone is broken, that means we cannot communicate in weeks. Even he gave me presents, surprise, no... no... I dont want that. I want him. Only him here, beside me, accompany me. I want him as my birthday present, actually :(

I wasnt really happy too, cause of my illness. I've got thypus so Mom do not allow me to go anywhere. Sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep............

What's been ruining my mind is about my silly thought. I'm kinda feel..strange. Strange to everyone. Don't know who's change, me or friends either. I don't have my closest friend here, in heart, in soul. I've been trying to be always in faith to them, and.... I didnt find it. Faith. Honesty. Sincerity.

Maybe I'm too sensitive.... Sorry if I always be the wrong one. Sorry friends. I miss having my real friends, not them who pretend. Yes no one's prefect, me either, but.. ya really want to find my best, very soon. And trying to not being selfish again, and erase my perfectionist thought.

in the mourning mood,
Ajeng

BYE

2011-01-28T16:05:00.001+07:00

Hi! I'm going to make a new blog because some errors has occured to this page ergh.

You could contact me via twitter as usual: @AjengAwliya , and my tumblr page : http://jengaweng.tumblr.com

I'll inform you soon abt my new blog address.

Have a great time everyone!!!!

Love,

Ajeng Awliya

Welcome to The New Jungle, Dude

2010-07-30T16:25:00.001+07:00

Like this post title, I would scream.......

"ALHAMDULILLAH YA ALLAH!!!!!!!!!"

Even I failed in SNMPTN (Moron... well) But I got my name written on another page. Succesfully shocked.
Haha you know I was on science class and I tried my lucky-luke on UBER-UI, I chose Akuntansi Sistem Informasi & Perumahsakitan. And those are Social subject, which means IPS, which is I'M TOTALLY BLANK ON IT, which means PASRAH AJA PAS NGERJAIN. So I did it and................. I got that yellow jacket, in Perumahsakitan. That's diploma college, or we call it D3.
The faculty of hospitality is still on medical matter. It arranges management of hospital etc.And it is located in..... Salemba, where Faculty of Medicine UI is. I'm happy.... God has grant my wish. I remember when my friends asked me about a year ago, 'Where would you study after high school?" I said... "UI Salemba"
Ya I know even it's not Faculty of Medicine, as I wished for, but........ actually God still grant my wish. I should be grateful for that.
Thanks God, million thanks. That-so-called-yellow-jacket University do not really hate me haha. Kidding.

Then another lucky bear goes on UNS. Universitas-Sebelas-Maret. Solo.
I've got Teknologi Pangan.

Hmmm I'm being confused by that. So-much-confusing. I don't know which one I have to take. This is necessary, because this is for another 4-years and future. But I have to wait for Undip and STAN results. I hope God will give me the best even I must be more-confused. Amin.

My 14-years-schoolmate, Inna, has got the same too. UNS-Teknologi Pangan. Maybe if I take the same university as her, we could beat the record "The longest schoolmate ever" :)

Penni, my deskmate in grade XII, has got UNS-Architecture, but she won't take it. Parents thingy, again.

Aming, has got UI-Geografi but she leave it for IPB-Statistics. Congrats aming :)

There goes my ugalugalan petakilan bestie, Puteri, has got Unpad-Faculty of Medicine!!!!!!! Great applause for her!

Iqbal and Debby, my partners on crime and everything has got ITB!!! Iqbal has got SAPPK(Architecture) and Debby has got FTSL (Civil & Environmental Engineering). Cool! They both has got what I want too. Next year wait for me, dangs :D

And so many fellas has got their future university. I'm proud of you all :-)

Then, wish me for the best guys.

Call me PTN girl. Haha just call me for that, because I tried everything for PTN. Uhyeah. Moron you weng........

Ajeng Awliya Puspitasari

Quotes of the day : "God will not give you what you want, but He will give you what you need."

God, Please

2010-07-16T11:52:00.004+07:00

Saya kacau. Saya galau. Deg-degan nya gak karuan.

Uncontrolled heartbeat-disease.

* * *

Padahal baru tadi pagi, papa saya bilang sama saya

Papa : Jeng gimana kemaren tes yang di UI? (Maksud: tes uber ui, tes vokasi ui)

Ajeng : Ya gak gimana-gimana pa, masalahnya tesnya IPS aku juga belajarnya kagetan soalnya mendadak, dasar ya begitu lumayan, ya intinya pasrah aja kok

P : Oh gitu, terus gimana hasil UMPTN nya?

A : Ya doain ya pa, hari ini jam 12 malem

P : Ya... iya iya pasti doain kok (jawabnya lemes)

A : Yah papa kok gitu sih jawabnya ogah2an?

P : Yah gimana lagi. emang sulit jeng, papa juga ngerasain kaya kamu dulu emang sulit banget.

A : .......... diem gatau jawab apa..............

Ya seenggaknya doain pa, aku gamau swasta

P : (jawab panjang lebar)........... ya intinya kamu sekarang doa aja lah. Kamu mungkin kurang tawakkal sama Allah kamu duniawinya udah bagus tapi mungkin kamu kurang tawakkal sama Allah

.......percakapan panjang intinya bokap gue nasehatin gue, lumayan siraman rohani pagi

gantiin "mamah dan aa curhat dong"..................

A : Terus pa boleh tanya ga? Bukannya aku gimana-gimana ya. Tapi kenapa temen aku aja ada yang engga shalat dapet PTN duluan?

P : (Si bapak ketawa) Ya ngga gitu lah! Ga langsung kamu berdoa terus gt misalnya terus langsung dikabulin. Allah tahu yang terbaik buat umatnya. Kamu sabar jeng. Mungkin mereka dapet duluan, itu cuma nikmat duniawi. Kamu mungkin lebih bagus dari mereka buat akhiratnya. Kamu tuh tetep berdoa sama Allah siapa tau kamu lebih sukses dari mereka yang dapet duluan. Dan akhirat siapa yang tau? Udahlah kamu sabar aja... Dapet kok nanti. Kuncinya cuma itu sabar dan tetep tawakkal. Pokoknya jangan kecewa kalo ga dapet. Udah ya papa mandi dulu

* * *

Langsung pikiran gue random.

Jujur gue sangat berharap PTN. My dream, my future, Universitas Indonesia. Kuning. Depok. Masa depan juga warnanya kuning kaya matahari, cerah banget. Hati gue lebih pengen ITB tapi apa daya gaada kesempatan lg, my parents didn't allow me for ITB thingy anymore. Reasons? Bandung. Pergaulan.

Udahlah lupain si universitas gajahku sayang........ Lupain lupain lupain :( :( :(

Kalo mau diliat-liat perjalanan perjuangan dapet PTN, mungkin kalo ada gue udah menang Coba lagi awards deh. Gigih banget. Gue juga gatau kenapa dapet angin apaan kenapa gue segigih itu berjuang buat PTN walaupun masih kalah gigih sama orang lain.

Percobaan pertama Universitas Brawijaya Malang, PMDK, milihnya juga ga kira2, Fakultas Kedokteran Gigi. Nilai saya cukup buat itu tapi ya........ ada yang jauh lebiih lebih lebiiiiiiiiiih bagus nilainya dari saya. Saya pasrah banget.

Kedua, ITB- Institut Teknologi Bandung. USM ITB 1. Berharap setengah mati, tapi pas tau engga diterima hopelessnya juga hampir mati. Like I said on twitter, "Hati gue udah kaya remah2 biskuit. Udah hancur, berkeping-keping kayak serpihan debu". Gue ga bercanda, gue memang sehopeless itu :''''''''''''''(((((

Ketiga, Universitas Indonesia. Jalur SIMAK. Udah tau lah soalnya, dasar yang tidak dasar, IPAnya yang juga lalala, yaudah lah sejujurnya berharap tapi yah belum jalannya. Saya semangat, masih ada UMB dan SNMPTN.

Keempat, Universitas Padjajaran. Jalur SMUP. Too many rumours about money thingy I heard but "if this isn't the way, yes it isn't dude". So I didn't get Faculty of Medicine from here. But I was sure about this before. Yah, back to kun fayakunlah.

Kelima, ITB. Jalur USM 2. I really really did everything for it. Everythiiiiiing! Tapi kun fayakun mungkin ITB bukan sahabat gue. Dia emang udah gasuka gue. Perjuangan buat dapet kartu peserta juga diiringi banyak masalah. Bokap yang of course tidak setuju, verifikasi kartu peserta yang ga jelas sampe gue sama Haffi (my bestbestbestfriend who want ITB as crazy as me) bolak balik bandung sampe 2 kali demi kartu peserta doang, gue juga harus gaikut wisuda sampe selese demi gajah tercinta. Yodahlah emang bukan jalannya.

Keenam, Universitas Indonesia. Jalur UMB. No words can explain how dissapointed I am to myself. Kicewe kicewa kicewa banget banget bangetttttttttttttt. Saya udah capek sama tumpukan buku dan kertas2 BTA saya, Udah cukup buat semuanya. Ternyata Allah bilang "Belum, kamu harus berjuang lagi!" Yaudahlah mau gimana coba?

Ketujuh Universitas Indonesia. Jalur SNMPTN. Bismillah bismillah bismillah ya Allah semoga ini dari hati yang paling dalem, Please God please;"(

Kedelapan, STAN. Ini bapak saya yang kepengen. Yaudah saya coba bismilah for everything.

Kesembilan, Universitas Indonesia. Jalur D3 Vokasi - UBER UI-PNJ. Apapun buat UI

Jadi inget juga pesen kakak BTA, Kak Septian, "Jeng kamu tetep semangat ya sampe akhir, kakak tau perjuangan kamu dari awal dari jaman simak unpad sampe ITB kakak tau kamu kepengen banget, pokoknya semangat ya jangan patah arang. Kita semua berdoa buat kamu"

Sounds cliche, but it means a lot.

Untuk saat ini saya sudah diterima di Fak. Arsitektur Trisakti Jalur PMDK. Tapi saya masih pengen PTN, tetep pengen PTN :(((

Dan itulah pengejaran saya terhadap PTN. Setiap pengumuman selalu yang keluar ;

"Maaf, anda belum diterima. Silahkan mencoba lagi"

Kapan SELAMAT? Kapan Alhamdulillah?

So God, please, I'm begging you. Grant my wish, pleeeeease. I just want to make my parents proud of me and this is for my future. God, Please

Gosip yang gue denger di twitter, pengumuman SNMPTN dimajuin malam ini jam 6 sore. Please please please readers friends fellas, please pray for me. Please I do really wish for this one please please :((( Semoga SNMPTN ini perjuangan saya yang membuahkan hasil sampe saya bisa ketawa puas bilang ke semua orang. SAYA MABA UI 2010. SAYA BISA. ALHAMDULILLAH

Please please God please...............................................

Good times for a change
See, the luck I've had
Can make a good man
Turn bad

So please please please
Let me, let me, let me
Let me get what I want
This time

Haven't had a dream in a long time
See, the life I've had
Can make a good man bad

So for once in my life
Let me get what I want
Lord knows, it would be the first time
Lord knows, it would be the first time

The Smiths - Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want

Hate Me?

2010-07-12T19:13:00.003+07:00

..................

There's so much reasons for you to hate me.

I'm plain. I'm not fashionable enough. I'm so 80's, maybe 70's. I'm whine, gushy, then call me "sobbed sister". I cry for something unreasonable. I'm not pretty. I'm geek. I have got an untamable hair and in-urgently-need-treatments. I don't like shorty. I never use short pants or hot pants when hang out or go somewhere. I laugh too much. My mood is like rollercoaster, so please don't ruin it. I'm a frontal and chicken hearted person. I'm gutless. I'm reckless. I a panicky person too. I'm not smart enough. I'm a hypertweet person then feel free to unfollow, I'm flexible for it. I can't do any sports, even swimming and I don't love it, except biking. I have an acute snakephobia. I can't cook. I'm a sickly person. I'm quite mellow. I'm pimply and totally hate it. I haven't got a white skin so I envy guys who has it. I'm a hard-thinker. I don't have good voice, even I've been recruited as a vocalist of an acoustic band. I'm a shy guy. I'm not confidence enough with myself. Sometimes I feel uncomfortable among new friends. I don't enjoy too-hard-music like punk metal or whatever it is. I'm a trouble maker. I'm an unstable person. I'm a perfectionist, either. I'm (exactly) careless. I'm selfish. I'm grumpy sometimes. I hate people with some reasons. I don't like waiting but love to be waited (selfish, well...). I'm a jealousy girl. I'm too afraid of being alone. I don't like to be ignored. I'm afraid of losing friends, especially bestfriends. I'm truly over-random person. And other reasons that make you hate me...........

Well, hate me? It's your choice.

I would try to be better, I'm 18 already.

Sorry then,

Ajeng

Tee-Hee

2010-06-04T07:36:00.002+07:00

Sorry for Inconvenience. This blog is under reconstruction. Needs a new layout and (a lot of) new posts.
See ya!

Regards,
Ajeng Awliya Puspitasari

Viva Gregovorio

2010-04-30T07:32:00.016+07:00

In my last post, I promised you to tell anything happened in Monday right? These are some pics taken by Rizka Arika, Lia Rukmaya, me also, and you can see the euphoria! Woohoo!

Proudly present, Gregovorio :)

Spell it proudly. L-U-L-U-S!

Yeeeehaaa we are free from Kebon Singkong. Finally!

Bahkan ada yang maho. Coba ditolongin deh.

For this one hmmm I won't forget. Long lasting Friendship ♥

Liat aboy di 4 foto dibawah ini. Kayak orang kesetanan :o

Dangdut. Ya whatever you say, we expressed our happiness by joget2 di tengah lapangan. Nuts!

Doa kita buat single boy : Cepat cepat dapet cewe!

The Guru of Dangdut & Gombal : Iqbal Adam Dalimunthe.
To feel his gombality & his dangs style please follow : @baladam.

Too much stories to tell along our journey being a part of 12. Pertama gatau sama sekali SMAN 12 itu dimana, jujur setelah tau itu juga dikasih tau kakak kelas yg juga dari alarm, Kak Andry. Katanya peringkat 12 diatas 21. Oke akhirnya gue pilih 12 di pilihan kedua SMA.
Pilihan waktu milih SMA dulu 68, 12, 21, 21, 21. Dan pas hari terakhir, 1 jam sebelum final gue masih di 68. Pas pengumuman final, "SELAMAT AJENG AWLIYA PUSPITASARI TERDAFTAR SEBAGAI SISWI SMAN 12 JAKARTA". Hebat. Jujur gue takut sekolah di sekolah negeri awalnya. Gue dulu dari TK sampe SMP sekolah di swasta Al-Azhar dan ga pernah tau sekolah negeri kayak gimana. Pas tau, oh ternyata kita emang dididik buat mandiri lah dan gue bersyukur banget sekolah disini. Ga ada senioritas.

Hmmmmm cerita dimulai dari pas gue diliatin orang2 karena hari pertama briefing sebelum MOS gue, Inna, Hafis, Ian yang dari alarm pake baju batik ijo dan rok putih nyentriknya Al-Azhar, saltum, padahal yang lain pake putih biru, ga punya temen yang dikenal, terjerumus ke kelompok MOS yang paling asal sedunia, dicie-ciein kakak kelas waktu latian baris berbaris waktu MOS. What a story

Next waktu pertama kali dapet kelas : X6. Seneng juga ketemu temen2 baru yang deket kayak Nidya, Donna, Hilman, Bill, Ghina, Manto, Ega dll dan ketemu juga sama sahabat selama 3 tahun : KBK. Kenapa KBK? Engga tau juga, itu cuma julukan karena kita sering duduk2 di bubur klender depan sekolah kalo udah pulang, yang akhirnya sampe diomongin guru2, koalisi bubur klender. Ketawa aja deh serius ini bukan kita yang namain. Sure, we're not a gang or girlsband or whatever. Kita cuma sekelompok orang kurang kerjaan yang baru masuk SMA yang lagi seneng2nya ngumpul bareng karena nunggu les sambil makan bubur, lontong ayam dll sambil minum juice babe. Udah mana sempet difitnah lah mau regenerasi geng kakak kelas, aduh hahaha pengen ketawa terus kalo inget itu. Itu berlanjut sampe kelas 2, sampe ribut segala sama kakak kelas, untung aja kita bawa santai karena emang kita ga pernah niat gitu. Ada orang yang ngefitnah, mungkin dia mau cari sensasi kali ya. Oya kita bersepuluh : Gue, Puteri, Hanny, Ika, Ayu, Inna, Ghina, Aming, Lia, Dhita. Tadinya deket juga sama 3 orang lainnya cuma karena ada sesuatu dari lain hal kita ga cocok akhirnya yaaaaaa misah-misah deh. Ceita-cerita waktu LDKS, adalah yang bikin sempet perang dingin akhirnya sama Inna cuma akhirnya masalahnya selesai karena emang salah paham aja. Singkatnya pas penjurusan di kelas 2 gue dapet kelas IPA.

Cerita kelas 2 dimulai pas gue masuk ke kelas XI IPA 3. Kelas paling ribut se IPA. Kelas paling tidak berstruktur. Tapi kelas ini dulu solid banget! Untungnya punya wali kelas paling sabar sedunia, Bu Rani :) Disini ketemu partners of crime juga seperti Inna Ayu Iqbal Manto Prama dan si single boy alias orang paling hoki seklender Bondan dll. Dan di kelas 2 ini gue dijuluki dangdut karena keisengannya Iqbal. Kelas 2 emang waktunya bermain banget. Kelas 2 gue suram, ga pernah belajar, males. Wah pokoknya kalo kata orang kelas 2 itu nikmat emang bener lah. See the reality. Agak nyesel juga dulu kenapa kelas 2 males banget efeknya berasa di kelas 3 cuma ya sudahlah.

Akhirnya sampe di kelas XII IPA 1. Pertama agak ga suka masuk kelas ini arena teman2 dulu di kelas XI IPA 3 mayoritas ngumpulnya di XII IPA 3 tapi akhirnya di kelas ini asik juga. I met Penni Aming Aboy Uwa Fajar Jefry Jay dll. We had so much fun! Setelah banyak cerita suka duka dari kelas X, XI, XII.............................................................akhirnya LULUS. Sedih seneng sampe kacau-kacaunya udah gue rasain disini :)
Kalo di sekolah gue ada 1 orang yang belom berhasil UAN pertamanya, alhamdulilahnya kan ada remedial. We wish she could get the freedom as we are.

Thankyou Gregovorio, Thank you 12, Thank you Teachers.
Thanks for the memories you've written for me.
Viva Viva Gregovorio!

Perjuangan gue tapi, sekali lagi, belom selesai. PTN masih belom ditangan. Gue masih harus semangat belajar. Wish me get UI or ITB ya fellas!

The future lies before you
Like a field of driven snow,
Be carefu
l how you tread it,
For every step will show.
~Author Unknown

Goodbyes are not forever.
Goodbyes are not the end.
They simply mean I'll miss you
Until we meet again!
~Author Unknown

Greatest Love,
Ajeng Awliya Puspitasari

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Satu lagi yang kelupaan, makasih buat cling. Elo motivasi gue. Hehehe gatau deh berapa milyar makasih yang harus gue ucapin ke lo, mungkin segalaksi juga ga cukup. Makasih pokoknya makasih gue udah kenal lo pas SMA, even you don't care about me. Makasih :)))

WOOOOOOOHAAAAAAAA

2010-04-26T07:43:00.008+07:00

Halu haluuuuuuu readers! Apa kabarnya? Ini lama banget gue ga ngepost apa2 hehe I miss blogging!
Dan setelah gue pikir kayaknya butuh pembaharuan di blog gue ini.......

Dan dan dan dan, the best news today is :

ALHAMDULILLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

NEM gue alhamdulillah 48,9 walaupun biasa2 aja nilainya tapi lulus, alhamdulillah rata2 8 koma :))))

Tapi perjuangan gue belom berhenti sampe disini. ITB pokoknya penasaran gue harus terbayar, UI harus dapet. Wish me luck for everything!
Post later ya guys, mau mandi mau ke sekolah hehe

All Kisses & Hugs in the universe for you! Smoochies <3>
Ajeng Awliya Puspitasari

Mess Up

2009-12-11T17:56:00.003+07:00

Hello there how are you? Sorry I haven't post anything yet hehe you know, as a third grader as I always say I've got so much things to do. Ok then, I want to bye-bye for a while. I'll post later :))))

xoxo, Ajeng

Bad News

2009-11-13T22:14:00.003+07:00

Hello readers, how are you? Shooot I'm really not in the mood to talk about this errrrrrrrr.

Gue punya kabar buruk banyak banget, esp for 3rd grader in senior high school and here they are :

1. UAN DIMAJUIN SATU BULAN!

Minggu ketiga maret. Guess when? 16 Maret. Dan itu 2 hari setelah USM-ITB dan SIMAK UI yang notabene tanggal 13 dan 14 maret. See? Yeah eat your own try out as much as you can!!!

2. UAN KITA BUKAN DI SEKOLAH KITA SENDIRI

Which means, nantinya kita ditempatkan berdasarkan rayon, kayak tes SNMPTN. Misal : Gue sekolah di SMA 12, nanti pas uan gue bisa aja ujiannya di 61 atau di 21 atau dimana aja asal masih rayon Jakarta Timur. Whatsoever and it means : Posisi tidak menentukan prestasi. Tolong digarisbawahi di bold dan ditulis besar besar di otak lo.

3. SIMAK UI (GOSIPNYA) DIMAJUIN TANGGAL 1 MARET

Itu semua gara2 UAN yang dimajuin. Prepare yourself guys! Inget bahkan teman sebangku lo adalah saingan lo sendiri

4. UAN ADA REMEDNYA

Yang gue tau dari guru fisika gue, kalo kita ga lulus UAN bulat maret, ada remednya bulan mei, tapi remed disini bukan paket c. Paket C beda lagi. Anyhow kita semua harus lulus pas ujian pertama!!!!

5. UAN NGGAK ADA PKN

Bersyukurlah UAN kita taun ini gaada PKN, karena gosip2nya taun ini mau dikasih UAN PKN tapi nggak jadi

6. YANG NGAWAS UAN (KATANYA) DOSEN

I'll get the confirmation asap. Don't worry guys

More info I'll tell you soon. Beware and be careful and you know I'm afraid of all these things :(

Wish me luck guyssssssss

Cheers!

Ajeng Awliya

Oh My God, Genderuwo!

2009-10-30T21:47:00.004+07:00

Adek kelas gue Syafira Andrini tiba2 ngechat gue gini :

Uuuu you know what is Genderuwo?

Genderuwo adalah sejenis bangsa jin atau makhluk halus yang berwujud manusia mirip kera yang bertubuh besar dan kekar dengan warna kulit hitam kemerahan, tubuhnya ditutupi rambut lebat yang tumbuh di sekujur tubuh. Genderuwo terutama dikenal dalam masyarakat di Pulau Jawa (orang Sunda menyebutnya "gandaruwo" dan orang Jawa menyebutnya "gendruwo"). Habitat hunian kegemarannya adalah batu berair, bangunan tua, pohon besar teduh atau sudut-sudut yang lembab sepi dan gelap. Pusat domisili makhluk ini dipercaya berada di Hutan Jati Donoloyo, kecamatan Sloghimo, sekitar 60 km di sebelah timur Wonogiri, dan di wilayah Lemah Putih, Purwosari, Girimulyo, Kulon Progo sekitar 60 km ke barat Yogyakarta.

Makhluk halus ini dipercaya dapat berkomunikasi dan melakukan kontak langsung dengan manusia. Kisah-kisah misteri menyebutkan kalau genderuwo dapat mengubah penampakan dirinya mengikuti wujud fisik seseorang untuk menggoda manusia. Genderuwo dipercaya sebagai sosok makhluk yang cabul, karena kegemarannya menggoda istri-istri kesepian yang ditinggal suami atau para janda bahkan sampai melakukan hubungan seksual dengan mereka. Dipercaya bahwa benih daripada genderuwo dapat menyebabkan seorang wanita menjadi hamildan memiliki keturunan dari genderuwo. Menurut legenda, genderuwo memiliki teknik permainan cinta dan vitalitas yang hebat, sehingga wanita-wanita korban pencabulannya seringkali merasakan puas dan nikmat yang luar biasa. Biasanya wanita korban yang disetubuhi oleh genderuwo tidak akan sadar sedang bersetubuh dengan genderuwo karena genderuwo akan menyamar sebagai suami atau kekasih korban dalam melakukan pencabulannya. Disebutkan pula kalau genderuwo memiliki libido dan gairah seksual yang besar dan jauh di atas manusia, sehingga ia amat mudah terangsang melihat kemolekan perempuan dan senang menggoda perempuan.

Asal-usul genderuwo dikatakan berasal dari arwah orang yang meninggal secara tidak sempurna, bisa akibat bunuh diri, penguburannya tidak sempurna ataupun kecelakaan. Sehingga ia belum mau naik ke akhirat.Genderuwo tidak dapat dilihat oleh orang biasa tapi pada saat tertentu dia dapat menampakkan dirinya bila merasa terganggu. Pada dasarnya tidak semua genderuwo jahat, ada genderuwo yang jahat ada pula yang baik. Semuanya tergantung bagaimana kita bersikap, mau berteman atau bermusuhan padanya.

(source from wikipedia)

Merinding sendiri deh gue bacanya. Hmmm memang postingan gue lagi ga penting ya hehe anyway sorry for so laaaaame upload because of I do really concern about going to Faculty of Medicine - UI amiiiiiin! Pray for me guys okaaaaay

Bye, I'll post later ;)

Ajeng Awliya Puspitasari

Goodbye Utha, We'll Gotta See You Soon in Heaven :)

2009-10-18T20:54:00.012+07:00

Hello dear fellas, I said to you that I'll change my page look, but I haven't got the new layout yet.

But I really wanna write some.

Last friday, sekitar jam 11an lah hilman telfon gue. Suaranya bedaaaaaaaa banget. Dan gue shock banget pas dia bilang,

"Weng, tolong kasih tau temen-temen lo, Utha meninggal..."

Gue ga percaya. Boong, hilman pasti ngelawak.

"HAH? COBA SEKALI LAGI MAN?"

"Gue serius weng, Utha udah nggak ada. Ini gue lagi di rumah Utha...."

"Man... beneran uthanya...?"

"Iya weng gue serius. Udah dulu ya, kasih tau yang lain ya weng.."

Telfon gue tutup. Gue lemes, nangis. Utha baik banget baiiiiiiiiik banget, kenapa dia harus dipanggil secepet ini ya?

Sumpah gue ga percaya dan gue mastiin ke temen2 yang lain, dan ternyata bener. Icha lagi di jalan ngelayat Utha sama Dita dan Els. Dan gue bener2 kepikiran apa kabar Dita, gimana Dita, gue takut banget Dita down.

Jadi Utha itu mantannya sahabat gue yang namanya Dita, dan mereka masih deket sampe sekarang. dan Utha sekali lagi, baiiiiik banget. Dia gendut pinter ih pokoknya lucu baik, padahal wkt itu gue baru beberapa kali ketemu tapi Utha baiiiiiiiiik banget. They're still in love each other :(

From these print screen you'll find how loveable Utha was.......

Gue sedih ngeliat wall2 buat Utha :(

Here the photos of Dita & Utha when they're still together

They're as sweet as sugar <3

Then now, dear M. Ananda Mita Harirama...

Goodbye my dear friend

You're too nice, God loves you more than us

That's why God take you earlier

Because God wants you to be in heaven

Rest in peace, Utha

God will keep you and forgive all your sins

We all here love you

And see you soon in heaven

We'll meet you there and play together

Inget ga sih thaaaaa waktu ulangtaunnya Aldi

Kita main kartu bareng, ketawa2 bareng

Dan lo tau ga sih Dita loves you really

Waktu lo ulang tahun, Dita mau ngasih lo surprise

Bareng gue sama Aldi sama Inna, nyari rumah lo sampe telfon Raisha

Ternyata lo gak ada di rumah, dan Dita nangis

Tapi gue denger akhirnya lo nyamperin dita dan ngasih bunga. iya kan tha??? :)

Tenang ya ta disana, doain Dita dan kita2 semoga kita bisa nyusulin lo di surga ya thaaaa

Semoga kita nanti bisa main bareng lagi

It's so nice to know you tha ;)

From this we've learned something

We've gotta use our time wisely, because we'll never know when will God take us

Regards,

Ajeng Awliya Puspitasari

Boredom

2009-10-06T18:11:00.003+07:00

Well, I'm extrabored to seeing my own page! Maybe I wanna do the reconstruction for this blog.

Is there any idea?

Tell me as soon as possible, and see ya for the new look!

Keep reading guys :)

Admiring actually is an useless thing..........

2009-10-04T10:48:00.002+07:00

I got it from Jason Mraz's blog. It's really make me think again about "admiring someone"

why do we ignore the ones who admire us and admire the ones who ignore us?

No matter who you are, what people want the most is to be admired. That’s one of the highest feelings there is. So it’s safe to say we’re constantly looking to feed that admirable fix. It won’t always happen in the presence of those who already admire us. We’re too used them. We see it so much we don’t see it anymore. We want to earn the admiration of strangers and the envy of enemies past. It is through them that we would experience a higher sense of accomplishment (at least, on a superficial level.)

If you learn to admire everyone for always doing their best, even in their failures and in times of their most confused moments, you will quickly find the whole world admiring you for your compassion. There will be no need to pick and choose whom you ignore and whom you chase after. You will awaken to all the rare beauty and skill that everyone has to offer.

from freshnessfactorfivethousand, "12 Questions: V.10- Part 2

Bizzare Tragedies (Where I'm being Right Now)

2009-10-03T23:22:00.005+07:00

Hello again readers, I've got tons to tell you!!!

Before I start talking, I wanna say

Happy Eid Mubarak!

May God bless us in everything we do and forgive all of our sins and mistakes

Jump to the first topic.

Have you been in bizzare situation? Ok, when you've admired someone for almost 3 years. No not hoping him/her to be your special one, just admire. And he/she just giving you sign that........... she/he has a feeling for you. Now, when everything's changed. Aaaaa maybe I'm wrong bout his feeling but, I feel different rite now! He picked me up, he sent me home, asked about me to my friend, waited for me patiently. What does it means? Well do I over-thinking? Don't know and I AM OFFICIALLY CONFUSED. Ah forget it

Then this one is about friends. Wonder if you come to your friends, you want them so much like hell at the moment, need advice and wanna tell something. Then they do not take attention to your story. But they get you down, in case ; they do not understand what you mean, and they talking as what they want to push you, not to give the advice ya need. It's kinda hurt, really :(

Third, I'm feeling near to something and I feel so freakin-geeky-zink-wonk-bomb! 4 MONTHS MORE TO SIMAK UI! I've gotta learn more, study harder, MUCH harder that before. I wanna give my best to mom and dad, realize their dream. They want me to be a doctor and they're praying for me always. At first I don't wanna be a doctor, but after seeing them hoping me so much because they're believe I could do anything as good as I can, I reaaaaaaaally really want to realize it. Wish me luck guys!

Well I can't tell you to much here, but I feel all the things are blended up in my mind, heart and soul, going to gather to be a superdupermegagiga-nova, and ready to explode!

I'm not in the mood.

Catch ya later!

Ajeng Awliya Puspitasari

SOTR 2010

2009-09-18T15:52:00.004+07:00

Lupa deh kan mau cerita ini. Jadi ceritanya kemaren tanggal 12-13 September 2009 Angkatan gue mengadakan SOTR (ah finally). At first gue sempet mikir, aaaah gak sukses nih gak sukses. But it wasn't! We did it successfully & Unexpected. Seangkatan antusias termasuk rohisnya wow as you know lah ini acara angkatan and we don't have any permission from teacher. Well it doesn't matter at all! Makanan semuanya udah dikasih ke dhuafa dan sisa uangnya kita sumbangin. Hmmm we did silly things and fun fun fun! Oya ruute kemaren dari 12 - kampung melayu - jatinegara - rawamangun - pintu air manggarai - salemba - pancoran - terus lupa and we ended up in Monas.

We have our own nametag! I made this hihiiiiiiiii I'm sorry, amateur did.

Then hereeeee we are. Uh-ma-zing!

Heyyaaaaaaaaaa fun fun!

And here's Mr. Leader, Aboy! Great job master!!!

Lots of love for youuuu angkatan 2009/2010! Mwwwwwwah ;)
Great job guysssssssss ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Swimming, My Biggest Fear

2009-09-18T15:36:00.002+07:00

Do you think swimming is fun? Oh hell yeah maybe fun uuuu very fun, but for me it's absolutely NOT.
I hate swimming, really. I don't know why

Ho-o-owwww COOL! Some of you maybe would say that when you see this image.

Or maybe you likeeeeeeey this

Swimming is like heaven to you, don't you?

Then now I realize, Haffi dares me to learn swimming! Oh geeeeee, can I?

Nebeng is Good, Man

2009-09-11T21:23:00.002+07:00

Saya suka sekali semua yang gratisan.
Makanan gratisan, minuman gratisan, majalah gratisan, woh pokoknya semuanya yang gratis itu asyik. Apalagi yang namanya nebeng!
Sebagai contoh, sepulang GO gue dianterin pulang si Haffi, pacarku yang kayak kebo itu. (Nah itu termasuk nebeng apa gimana ya?) Terus kalo mau ke BTA, gue nebeng Aldi atau Puteri. Kalo misalnya abis dari acara apaaaa gitu pasti ya gue nebeng, kadang Ivan, Fandi, pokoknya siapa aja yang gue bisa tebengin hueheheh.
Kalo kata Aldi, gue paling hoki kalo masalah transportasi, hmmm seenggaknya (alhamdulillah) ada yang bisa ditebengin dan mudah2an orangnya sih gak keberatan.

Buat teman-temanku yang pernah ku tebengin,
Maafkan aku yang merupakan nebengers ini
Semoga anda diberi ketabahan menerima nebengers seperti saya ahuahuahuaha

Peace, Rawckkkk y'all! ♥
Ajeng Awliya Puspitasari

Forgetful Lucy

2009-09-06T18:23:00.005+07:00

I really really love 50 First Dates movie. Why? Because the romantic and comical thingy are really entertain me. Not over actually. And I've watched this movie more than 5 times maybe and never get bored.
Adam Sandler played as Henry Roth, a man who afraid of commitment so he had relationship with every woman he met. Awkward!!! Then one day he met Lucy, a woman with pink t-shirt, white trousers at cafe played her own waffle. Henry fell in love with her at first sight. He talked to her then he begged Lucy to meet again on the next day. But when the next day came, Lucy forgot him at all. Well Lucy wasn't an ordinary woman, she had a short-term memory because of car accident she had. Because of that Lucy remembered everything that happen before the accident, memories from everyday following couldn't be retained. In order to avoid daily drama, her brother and father recreated the day of the accident daily. And the most cool thing is every way Henry tried to take Lucy's attention and how she remembered him.
And I got stuck of these pictures

And watch this, Henry sang for Lucy. Hmmm how sweet

Recommended to you guys! Watch this movie, and you'll know what everlasting love means.

Lots of Love ♥♥♥♥♥
Ajeng Awliya

Final Destination : KENAPA ADA ULERNYA?

2009-09-05T20:44:00.005+07:00

Jadi ceritanya gue, Puteri, Inna, Iqbal sama Anis berencana pergi buat nonton Final Destination. Kerana gue, Inna dan Puteri ada BTA dulu jadi nonton di gading aja yang deket dan si Anis sama Iqbal juga mau les. Tapi Iqbal sama Anis dateng duluan dan mesenin kita tiket, jam 12.15 Keluar BTA jam 12, langsung caw ke sana. Dn ternyata : kita nyampe pas filmnya selesai. Good. Kita nyampe jam 2 oooooooooooh. Dan ini kedua kalinya gue kayak gini yaaaaaaaa dateng pas filmnya udah selesai. Akhirnya gue beli lagi tiket jam berikutnya, sok nekat nonton. Padahal niat gue mau nonton The Proposal aja. Mau nggak mau deh nonton final destination gara-gara semuanya mau nonton itu.

Awal ceritanya, ada orang namanaya Nick. Dia bereempat sama pacarnya Lori, temennya Janet dan Hunt, pergi nonton F1 gitu. Dari situ si Nick punya kayak halusinasi bisa liat apa yang terjadi setelah itu. Terus ternyata apa yang ada di pikiran dia jadi kenyataan. Awalnya nggak percaya, tapi kejadian selanjutnya ngebuktiin kalo Nick has ability to see who will die. Sumpah itu ya bener-bener gila gue nontonnya (lebay). Gue nggak teriak, tapi nangis gara2 ada si uler kampret. THIS IS THE WORST THING IN THIS MOVIE YA TOLONG BANGET DEH.
Kenapa di film ini tiba2 muncur uler yang keluar dari pipa???????
K-E-N-A-P-A?
I've got snakephobia. Dan gue nangis dibalik 3D eyeglasses yg menurut gue rada2 useless karena 70% dari filmnya gue selalu nutup mata. Oke gue akuin gue takut. Dan scene uler itu paling lebih useless lagi menurut gue grrrrrrrrr -____-Ohya pokoknya jarak kematian si orang A ke orang B tuh bener2 dekeeeeeeeet banget. Abis si A mati terus nggak lama si B mati, ya pokoknya begitulah ya. Endingnya ketebak, si Nick Lori sama Janet mati di kafe Death by Caffeine. Nama cafenya aja gituya aduh
Segitu aja deh gue ceritain nanti malah ga seru lagi hahaaaa. Inti yang bisa gue ambil dari film ini adalh : No one can avoid the death. We are only human who made by God and will back to Him, anytime He wants to take us, we don't even know that time. So do your best in your life, use your time wisely and don't forget to pray ok guys?

These are pictures :

That's all folks for today. Wanna wait a moment guys? I'll write another story later ya.
Ciao!
Ajeng Awliya

Aloha!

2009-09-04T14:16:00.005+07:00

Hello fellas! How are you? I'm great here, although this is fasting month oww it doesn't matter because.........
I've been missing you all!!! mihihihihi
Well well, before I begin my cuapcuap time, I'd like to say :

Happy fasting y'all
Semoga puasanya pada nggak bolong yaaaaaaaaa

There's so much I wanna tell youuuuuuu! I swear to tell you anything after I finish my assignment. Oya I'm sorry for lame update, maybe I'll be so busy this year. You know I've been already being a 3rd grader and I have to prepare for this :

Please be patient guys, I'll be back!

Lots of love ♥♥♥♥♥
Ajeng

Grow Old With You

2009-08-15T22:54:00.007+07:00

I really really love this song, watch the video and wonder if your boyfriend does as Adam Sandler did hihiiiii

I wanna make you smile whenever you sad
Carry you around when you're arthritis is bad
All I wanna do, is grow old with you

I'll get you medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
So it could be so nice,
Growing old with you

I miss you, kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
I'll need you, feed you
Even let you hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

Good Evening!

2009-08-14T22:50:00.003+07:00

Hello hellooooo how are you fellas? I'm so sorry for the late update hehe
Ooooh what should I talk about? Mmmmmmmm I'm sorry (again) I have no idea right now so I will talk about some random things

1. Tomorrow's Plan
Yes tomorrow is Saturday. Once again, SATURDAY! It has to be a holy-dayyyy but not for me. I have to come to 8 Senior High to study, from 7 am until 12 pm. And tomorrow me&my friends want to attend Kraft Food Festival! We all afford that eating is the guilty pleasure for us to lose our bad-mood thingy or whatsoever wkwkwk

2. Well, I'm home alone
Lonely. Okay, not very lonely I mean, my maid still stay in house with me. Oyaa why do I stay alone? Because my mom and my brother going hometown for 4 days grrrrrrrrrrrrr. Maaaa oleh2 yaaaaaaaaaa jangan lupa!

3. My Beep is Back!
Yeaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy beep has been home since a week ago :)

4. My Boyfriend has got Chicken-Pox Disease
Hehehe it means Cacar Air yaw in Indonesian. Ooooh absolutely I miss him so much I wanna go somewhere and watch Up together but he's not allowed to go anywhere by his mom cause he hasn't cured enough. Get well soon Haffiiiiiiiiiii iloveyou

5. Congratulation HannyIrsyad!
Congratulation Hanny Irsyad hopefully your relationship will last forever hehehe. And you knowwww Hanny seems happier nowadays hihihiiiiiii good luck han!

6. Sleepyhead
And because of this eyes kiyepkiyep hahaa so I'll off to bed mmmuah

Memissyou haffi,
and see you next time
Bye bloggers! xoxo

Ngek ngok

2009-08-02T09:27:00.001+07:00

I really do not have anything to do
BETENYAAAAAAAAA GA KETULUNGAN DEH -_____________-

Get Well Soon, Beep

2009-07-28T17:48:00.003+07:00

Oh my cellphone, please get well as soon as possible
I'll be missing you huhuhuhuhu ;(
2 weeks far away from you is the worst thing ever!!

I love you beep, I can't live without you

Deep Condolences,
Ajeng Awliya Puspitasari

P.S : Woy mbak2 nokia cepetan ga balikin hp gueeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!

Will you sing for me?

2009-07-26T18:57:00.003+07:00

Just A Reminder

Baby dry your weepin' eyes, just let me say
You've been carryin' the weight of the world like a true queen
Baby I'm not what you want, but I'm what you need
You've been travellin' alone for so long let me be there
So I can hold you in my arms, keep you safe from harm
Every time you wonder baby what's goin' on

This is just a reminder
To tell you that I still care
About you woman, oh yeah, about you lady
This is just a reminder
To tell you that I believe
You're the only one who knows just how to save me
You're the echo in my world that's goin' crazy

I remember all the times, how you used to read my mind
If I told you where I'd been, girl you'd know where we were goin'
Baby things are different now, but I think somehow
We could turn back the hands of time like it was nothing
And I would hold you in my arms, keep you safe from harm
Every time you wonder baby what's goin' on

So baby lets just take this madness
Throw it all far away
You're still the one I love and it will always be that way
Baby lets just take this sadness
That keeps gettin' in the way
Don't wanna let you get away
Baby lets just take this madness
Throw it all far away
I don't wanna be alone, without you girl another day
Baby lets just take this sadness
Don't ever wanna let you go
I can't let you go

This is just a reminder
To tell you that I still care.............................

I wish he will sing it for me, or maybe he tells me in his way that he still care ;(

Today part II

2009-07-19T22:12:00.006+07:00

Hi! Today I bought some books here they are

masih ada yang belom dibeli

yeah chemistry

gue kayak SPG counter buku -____-

i love biology

mulai gila

physics oh my oh my

Pray for me guys. I want to be a doctor that's why I love biology nowadays hehehehe. Good luck for you all who is in 12th grader too. LANJUTKAN!

Today

2009-07-19T20:18:00.002+07:00

Watch this hahaaaaaaaaaa

Bim salabim ka arba arba

2009-07-18T23:19:00.005+07:00

Do you know Uya Kuya's adorable daughter?

Her name is Cinta Rahmania. Gile booook dia pinter banget sulapnya sumpah! You have to see her show in sctv every saturday evening. Sumpah ya sulapnya jago banget dan katanya dia punya sixth sense juga. Kalo lo suka nonton acaranya namanya "Cinta Juga Kuya" nah itu dia lucunya, dia kalo ngomong "Bimsalabim abra kadabra" kan ga bisa, akhirnya jadi "Bim salabim ka arba arba" hahahaaha. Terus ngomong "sms dong" malah jadi "me-es me-es dong". How adorable she is!

And we can find another adorable girl, Suri Cruise.

suri shopping with her mom

shimmering laugh, princess

ta-dah!

suri and her daddy ♥

Little Cruise is lucky, isn't she? She is beautiful, cute, has cool and awesome parents. Who wants to be Suri Cruise?

Oh-My-God

2009-07-17T19:46:00.019+07:00

Heyya fellas how are you? Good?
I do miss blogging sooooooo much so i'm here to write things. Something, oh many things.
Here goes I want to start emmmmmmmmmm from recent news we heard that terrorist come again to our beloved country. Bad news, eh?

- Suicide blasts at Jakarta Ritz and Marriott
- MU scraps Indonesia match after hotel blasts
- Ledakan di Mega Kuningan
- Berbagai spekulasi politik tentang bom kuningan

(source by www.yahoo.com)

And the worst news, The Manchester United football team canceled a planned visit to Indonesia. I'm sorry to hear that fellas,you have to be mooooore patient ;)

But it means,
I HAVE TO PENDING MY PLAN TO WATCH HARRY POTTER THIS WEEK!!!!!!!!!!

Oh my goooooooood

Because everyone nowadays is keeping theirselves at home to avoid any risks. And someone told me that mall, any mall or shopping cen tre in jakarta especially, will be the next target of terrorist ooooooooooh terrible. Hopefully w e can through this all as soon as possible & as good as can be, amin. For you all, be careful okay? take care

Did you remember my birthday? Yes yeeee s I wa s born on 4th of july and now I am 17. Ive got surprises too hihihi from my fraulein and awfull y shocked for Haffi's surprise!

Here I mention the present hihhiiiiiiiii
1. 2 Pink roses & 2 White roses
2. A Strawberry shortcake & A Chocolate mousse short cake
3. Jason Mraz Limited Edition CD & DVD (this is the best ever!)

Well I'll tell you the story line ;)

July 4th : My birthday. Haffi still on the way home from Purwokerto with his big family. so I shouldnt wish for anything. But there was surprise from Thata Dita Els Nurul Icha hehehe I love you all so muchhhhhh thankyouuu ♥ ♥ ♥

July 5th : Sita's bash at 7 pm. Haffi cam e to my house to take me there and he made me so fed up and of course, he was just tricked me haha. Then he told me "Aweng maaf yaaaaaaa nanti aku ga bisa anterin kamu pulang soalnya aku disuruh pulang jam 9 sama bunda" then i said "okay yaudah gapapa kamu pulang aja nanti aku pulang sendiri gampang lah". And at 9 pm sharp he 'went home' like he said. The party ended at about 10 pm and I went home by Icha's car. (Recently I know that Haffi asked Icha and her mom permission to succeed his project ;)
And when I opened the gate, there was Haffi' s car there! Loh kok bisa gimana coba itu ah SUMPAH GUE SHOCK PARAAAAAAAAH hahaha then I walked and............................. I saw many many many candles there. He arrange d it beautifully oh my god I'm blushing if I remember the moment hihiii. He arranged the candles and formed long path from front yard to the terrace. In every 10 steps I saw a rose, next 10 steps rose again, and rose again and until th e front door. When I opened it, Haffi appeared with my brother & sister singing happy birthday to you with the cake and candles hahaa si h affi tengil banget deh pokoknya.
Haffi thank you so much for the surprises, I love you so much deaaaaaaaaaar ;)

Here the photos of 'candles-way'

ada si haffi lagi benerin lilinnya hahaha

(all photos of surprises taken by annisa my sisterbefore i got home, use haffi's SLR hihiiiiiiii)

Oh ya now I'm already 12th grader so I'll be so busy more than before. Pray for me guyyyss, and sorry for the late update.

See you next time, cheers

Playtime

2009-07-10T17:05:00.003+07:00

Hello there! Recently I was just created this look in looklet hmmmm what do ya think fellas?

Sorry

2009-06-15T07:43:00.001+07:00

Maybe I should change this page layout. Okay then sorry for inconvenience, I'll be back for brand new look!

Cheers, Aweng

You're my sunshine, Love

2009-06-15T07:34:00.000+07:00

Hello there! Wooooow I smell something good happen there, rite? Hmmm in here too, I feel the world is smiling hihihi yes yes yes I am happy right now. Yesterday me and Haffi went for dating (again) hihiii after a week we haven't met each other. Actually we would meet but we couldn't because of our last fight, yeah misunderstood of course. Anyhow we watched 'Angels and Demons' at blitz it was really really really amazing! I don't know how they made that film, the setting especially Vatican looks so real. As I know they're not be allowed to do the shooting there. And you know that film has un-guessed ending woohoo love it. I thought I saw my schoolmate in junior high but I was uncertain. She was with his boyfriend. I guessed she's Lifya or maybe Cica, one of Thata & Haffi's schoolmate? I'm guessing fellas
Well, Haffi came to my house again this day. Haffi said 'Aweng bantuin aku ngerjain tugas mat dong hina banget nih banyak lagi huhu aku ke rumah kamu ya' Hehehe so I said yes and I did the favor. He brought his card as usual to show magic tricks to me, my mom, my dad, my brothers & sister too. Hahaha he's good in magic anyway! I like her face when playing the cards, dia sok2an tuh mau kayak Rhomedal hahahaha but I love you fiiii. Then the most annoying moment when he was talking bout the-girl-he-had-adored in his school. Ya I've known her. I've met her once, and she's beautiful. Based on her stories on his blog it seems that she's lucky, very very lucky. She does her life happily. Well do not talk about her, let it gone ya weeeng :(
Oya I almost forget to tell you all this one. When we were in car after watched movies last saturday, he hugged me so tight. He whispered, 'thanks for today dear, it's been so long hugging like this, I miss this moment weng'.
Me too fi, I love you tenderly..................

Big Hug and Kisses, Aweng

Daddy's Rules

2009-05-26T08:10:00.002+07:00

Fake! I am in trouble now
Okay I know I've made mistake when I went home too late at about 8.30 pm then my father doesn't allow me to go home after maghrib time it means I have to arrive before 6 pm. Okay okay I follow it.
How about course? He told me to stop all courses! Fine I've quit my english course ILP several months ago, then now he told me to stop BP too. Imagine that! Now who wants me to be a doctor? So what the consequences? I have to have scores at all science-types like math, BIOLOGY, physics and chemistry higher than 8 right? So my mother still allow me to take course at BP but only if my father back to makassar. If my father come back home, I have to stay at home all day long, do all homework, doesn't be allowed to go anywhere.
I want to make you proud but please, understand me if I still want to hangout with my friends sometimes I don't like if arrive at home too late. I do my own rule to arrive at home 8 pm sharp if I go somewhere til evening (but my daddy doesn't agree that). I know what shall I do and what shall I not dad.......................
Give me time please dad for just enjoying time with friends, to meet my boyfriend (because we're long distance, eventhough our house just pulo gebang-rawamangun, our school klender-rawamangun, near, but it's so hard to find our free times).
A lil bit freedom pleaaassseeeeee :-(

Foolish

2009-05-14T12:25:00.000+07:00

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back

I play this Lenka's song,
And this song is told what is being happened to us
The travel is sooo whatever! They fooled us anyway oh I hate this
I told you later ya the situation is getting sucks!

Still, On-The-Way

2009-05-12T11:21:00.001+07:00

Good morning readers, reported from Wonosobo, Central Java ehem. This morning we went to Dieng Plateau Area to watch sunrise, and got to Arjuna Temple, Kawah Sikidang and Telaga Warna. But we couldn't see sunrise because of the weather, it wasn't good, cloudy and foggy. We prepared ourself, took a bath and checked out from the hotel and now we're on the way to Yogyakarta. We're going to go to the Borobudur Temple before do another activities in Yogya. Yes and this day it's time to.............SHOPPING! Oh ya along the way we're singing ST12's songs together hahahahahaha we're so g4uLzzz deh kan. And yesterday we sang dangdut, yes DANGDUT the karaoke cd belongs to the driver hahaha
That's all from Wonosobo for Insanity page, Ajeng Awliya Puspitasari reported, Tschüss!

On-the-way

2009-05-11T13:41:00.001+07:00

Aloha! Long time no post, again, because of my sucking daily routines ah like test, course, family stuff & blablablas. Then now I'd like to post something again which is I don't know what I have to write hehehe
Anyway I'm on the bus now, on the way trip to Yogyakarta. Yesss of course with my awkward & insane classmates XI SCIENCE 3 on this bus hahahaha I love them all. Along the way in north java way hm jalur pantura I mean, we could see ricefields, petrol station, ricefields, ricefields and and and aaaaaaand ricefields. But we won't get bored hehehe we just watched 'Coming Soon' together yeah it's fun.
We will arrive at Wonosobo at about 10 pm, and in the morning we have to go to Dieng to watch & enjoy the sunrise at 4 pm sharp! After that so we can go to Yogyaaaa
Oh ya I haven't told you all about Haffi's surprise. It was successful anyway! He said 'Aweng kok bisa km ngasih surprise tengah malem?!' hahaha. So a lot of thanks to Dyan, Dival, Yanda and Andryan, also to Haffi's moooom. You could see the photos tagged by Dyan on my facebook
Well I want to tell you about friends-stuff. Nope I don't mean I hate my friends, but I feel, I'm losing my bestfellas. I miss them too uh can I meet you all

Hmmm ricefields again..............

Report Post

2009-03-18T16:41:00.004+07:00

Hello again, i do miss writing guys
Today i have so much to tell oh-hell-yeah

1. JASON MRAZ
This is the most important. His show was great, absolutely. I came with Haffi, Dita, Els, Icha, Aldi, Sita and met Niya there. He danced awkwardly hihihi nice and sang almost all of my favourite songs, which were You and I Both, No Stopping Us, Butterfly, I'm Yours, Lucky (He sang it with a singer named Dira, how lucky she was, jason hugged her!), A Beautiful Mess, Bella Luna, The Remedy, Make It Mine, The Dynamo of Volition, etc. Oh my God Jasooooon! I almost could take a photo with him but suddenly 2 chinese-weird-girls were screamed his name loudly 'JASOOOON, JASOOOOON' then Jason couldnt came to me aaaaaaaargh but i still could take 2 photos with his additional player hehehe. I'll upload the photos soon because they are still in Haffi's camera. Oya i met Luthfan & his girlfriend, Adam, Garda, and Ap too. It was fun anyway although i had a little crush with haffi

2. MIDDLE FINGER FOR MID-TEST
Parah. Nilai gue parah. Parah. Parah. Paraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Ngeselin gila. Gak ada yang bener nilai gue ah males banget nih kan.

Here's the recap
Fisika : unknown
Biologi : 65
Matematika : 6.67
Kimia : 65
Bahasa Indonesia : 62 (SEANGKATAN REMED)
Bahasa Inggris : 82
Bahasa Jerman: unknown
TIK : Gosipnya bagus
Pkn : 65
Sejarah : unknown
Agama : 72
Seni Rupa : unknown

See? GAK ADA YANG BERES

3. Mrs. Sumin's Surprise!
Nah yang ini fun. Hari ini bu sumin ulang taun yang ke 60 dan emang dia mau pensiun, so we gave her a surprise. Pas udah meu remed gitu tiba2 gue sama Inna ngasih kue ke bu sumin terus sekelas nyanyi, at firt she smiled tapi abis itu tiba2 nangis. Gara itu langsung terharu semuanya hahahahaha. Fotonya lagi ga bisa diupload nih aneh ntar deh gue upload

Ya that's all and see you next time. Ciao!

Kambing Jantan, 1st Performance & blablabla

2009-02-09T11:34:00.003+07:00

Hey hey hey tujalahe i'm here again friends
Di samping kanan gue ada Iqbal yang lagi ngerecokin gue ngepost -.-
Di samping kiri gue ada Inna dan Aju yang lagi ribet gatau kenape

Ini trailer film kambing jantan yang baru gue liat dari blognya Raditya Dika, here it is

Ya, judulnya Jangan Pergi Rasty cuy. Oke banget dah

Oiya sabtu kemaren gue & teman2 Cosmonation gue abis perform di sekolah. AAAAAAAAA GUE MALU BANGET DEH GA BOONG. Parah ye aduh gimana ini buat tanggal 28 cobaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Oke i'll upload the photo soon
Tanggal 28 kita mau perform di Darmint Cafe tebet dateng yaaa ;)

Sebelumnya kita pake ngerjain aming dulu sampe amingnya nangis-nangis haha parah parah deh bossss

Oke segini aja gue bingung mau nulis apa. Ciao!

Euphoria

2009-02-02T08:27:00.000+07:00

Hello there how are you i'm fine right now because i am in a monday holy-day which is i wont meet chemie today.

Jason Mraz insyaAllah jadi ke jakarta! Krn byk bgt yg nge demand akhirnya jason mraz main 2 hari di javajazz wiiiih seru kan hehe

Aduh kan gue bingung mau nulis apa, okelah see ya friends i'll find another topic later
Ciao!

Tantangan, blah

2009-01-14T18:53:00.003+07:00

Dari Melin uhu
oke mel okeeeeeeeee gue terima mel!

the rules are:

take a recent photo of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now
don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair, just take a picture
post that picture with no editing
post this instruction with your picture
tag 10 people to do this

Jiah dan lo semua puas liat muka gue bangun tidur haaah

hah puas lo meeeeel wakakaka

sekarang giliran ; Niya, Inna, Beby, AP, hahaa siapa aje dah

PR lagi -.-

2009-01-14T18:46:00.002+07:00

Yang ini dari Melin ;

1. sebutkan penyanyi pop favoritmu!!
JASON MRAZ, artis lokalnya siapa yeeee andien deh

2. apa arti dari EMO menurutmu?
pokoknya rambut herbal, gothik2 kampret gitu, item-item serem

3. setujukah jika dangdut go international?
ehem gue sih enggak tapi demi kebaikan popularitas negara kita mendingan keroncong aja yang go international

4. koleksi album yang kamu miliki ada berapa?
nggggggg gatau

5. mengapa musik metal selalu teriak-teriak?
udah gatau mau nyanyi apa kali dia, apa emang stres wkwkwk

6. sebarkan award ini ke tujuh orang!
Ap, Niya, Siapa aje daaaah

Ehem

2009-01-14T16:29:00.004+07:00

Hello there i'm writing again
Dapet tag dari Niya nih gue

The Rules:

The rules are simple. Use google image to search the answers to the questions below.
Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer.
After that tag 7 people.

The age of my next birthday:

Masih lama bossss 4 juli hahaha

A place I'd like to trave l:

Switzerland, gatau kenapa pengen aja hehehe

Favorite Place:

Home sweet home

A favorite food:

Chocolate Fountain!

A favorite thing:

Laptop oh cepatlah sembuh ;(

A favorite color:

all colours

A city i was born:

Jakarta dong

A city i that i have ever lived in:

Jakarta juga dong hahaha

A nickname i had:

AJWENG, AWENG, AJENG

College major:

FKUI, amen

A bad habit:

ketiduran pas ngerjain pr wkwkwk

A hobby:

Having fun with friends

Wishlist:

JASON MRAZ THIS YEAR IN JAVAJAZZ ;)

Gue tag ke :
Inna, Melinda, AP, Ika, sisanya siapa aja deh hehee

Rumours & Facts

2009-01-05T18:32:00.001+07:00

Wih hari ini, hari pertama sekolah dimana MULAI MASUK JAM SETENGAH TUJUH PAGI, 06.30 equals oh-my-apa-kabar-gue. Dari rumah gue sampe sekolah gue sekarang emang lebih deket daripada rumah gue sama smp gue dulu alarm tapi macetnyaaaaaaaaaaa ga nahan deh bos. Sampe sekolah gue udah lari-lari nyari kelas yang ternyata jadwalnya berubah yang otomatis kelasnya juga berubah apalagi sekolah gue moving class widih kacau tadi pagi hahaha pdhl upacara udah mulai. Enaknya sih setengah tujuh berarti gue pulang lebih cepet, dan artinya lagi, gue harus ngatur jadwal BP gue, harus gue majuin jamnya, gila aja 3 jam di sekolah bisa gila males banget kan yeeee tuh aduh

Tadi pas fisika kebetulan Pak Miftah ga ada, terus gue Donna Iqbal Prama Manto Inna Ayu Jenar Bondan Taufiq Ghina ngumpul-ngumpul, biasa ngegosip yang ga penting. Tapi yang sekarang, menurut gue penting, nyeremin malah. Rumours about 2013.

Jadi, gue diceritain nyokap gue hari minggu malem, pas lagi nonton termehek-mehek bareng nyokap di kamar gue.

Pas hari sabtu pagi waktu dia masih di luar kota nyante2 nyari infotainment gossip biasalah ye ibu-ibu, dia nonton ramalan Mama Lauren. Jengjengjengjeng. Kata si Mama Lauren, something big & sensational will happen soon. Katanya pas 2013 mau ada suatu kerusuhan besar, pokoknya besaaaar banget, dan nanti setelah itu selesai akan ada suatu kedamaian gitu deh, jadi semua agama yang ada bakal jadi cuma satu agama aja. Setelah itu juga katanya bakal ada suatu kehidupan baru. Si mama Lauren itu juga katanya dia masih bisa ngeliat 2012, tapi 2013 udah ga jelas berkabut2 gitu.

Gue tanya sama nyokap gue, “Mama percaya ga sama mama Lauren?” terus kata nyokap gue, “Yaaaa gimana ya, realistis aja sih jeng, percaya ga percaya, setau mama sih apa kata dia hampir semuanya bener”. Deg, sumpah gue langsung merinding ga jelas.

Abis diceritain gitu sama nyokap gue beneran malemnya gue ga bisa tidur. Jadi mikir yang enggak-enggak gitu. Nyambung2in fakta yang udah muncul sekarang sama semua yang ada di Al-Qur’an yang gue tau. Dan hampir semuanya mulai muncul. In islam, it called the end of lives atau biasa kita bilang hari akhir / kiamat. Ga tau yaaaaa semua itu kan cuma Allah SWT yang tau, malaikat aja ga tau, gimana kita? Manusia cuma bisa memprediksi aja yaaaa. Cuman pikir aja deh, kayaknya semuanya udah kayak hampir kejadian gitu. Naudzubillahi min dzalik. Tentang perang Palestina sama Israel, itu ada juga di Al-Qur’an. You know about it lah baca aja di kandungan2 Al-Qur’an gitu gue ngeri juga ngomongnya, pokoknya antara yahudi sama islam. Ya ampun serem banget ga sih…………………………………………………

Sekarang semua berita di chanel tv apapun lagi rame2nya ngomongin tentang perang antara Palestina sama Israel. Almost everyone from all over the world disagree for the invasion. Semua golongan, ga tau itu dari mana aja, emang sih ga semua, tapi hampir semua seenggaknya. Gue pribadi juga ga setuju, banget. Setau gue juga, ada beberapa produk yang ngebantu pasokan peluru buat Israel, I can’t mention it all but you can ask to your parents or browse in internet. Di facebook guru smp gue sampe nulis notes “Wangi Surga Dari Gaza”. Check facebook : Agus Kribo. Dia guru matematika di smp gue kacau deh orangnya hahaha

Terus coba deh sekali2 nonton berita yang intensif sih metro tv, liat, apa yang di bom. Rumah sakit anak2 di Palestina pokoknya tempat umum bahkan tempat ibadah. Ya ampun jahat banget ga siiiih dan itu ga selesai2 di bomnya. Parah ya padahal sampe PBB udah ngecam keras gitu dan Israel masiiih aja gigih bener. Dan tadi gue sama temen2 gue ngomongin itu semua, sampe kita semua merinding. Gue juga ga begitu ngerti kenapa Israel bisa invasi gitu sama Palestina. Tapi yang gue mau udahan deh, jangan perang2 gitu lagi

That’s all & smell ya later!

Ajweng

Bla bla blah

2009-01-03T18:07:00.000+07:00

Hey pals i’m back yeah long time there’s no new post anymore in my page so I would like to write again

Oh yaaaa Happy New Year everyone!

New year’s eve, I went to Dita’s and celebrate the night with Els Inna Thata Aldi and also Dita. We’ve taken so much photos yeaaaaa hahaha I love it, see it on my facebook profile. Then we did gossip (always be always will) at night and slept at 3 pm. I woke up at 7 am with 3 missed calls on my esia, it was Haffi’s house called. Then I called him back bcause he was going to go for holiday with his family in Bali and his plane would take off at about 10 am. When I called him, he was in his grandma’s house with all his family, and all of them heard my sleepy-voice and they (also) laughed at me uhuuuuu I was ashaaaaamed!

Oh ya and cosmonation my lovely acoustic band have gathered for once hehehe lol. We’re going to play “Radio” and “A Thousand Miles” for our first performance can’t wait ;)

Aha capek ah gue hahaha. Uhhhh besok masuk jam setengah tujuh lagi. AH-SETENGAH-TUJUH. KAMPRET. Apa kabar gue? Blah semoga pemerintah Cuma ngemeng doang deh setengah 7, seenggaknya (amin yaAllah) bertahan cuma sebulan deh yeeeeee -.-

Bad thing again, gue ranking 20 di kelas HAHAHA ancur bos ancuuuuuuuuuuuuuur banget tapi katanya nilai kelas gue diantara nilai2 kelas ipa yang lain paling bagus hehehe. Gue juga belom liat raport gue sih sebenernya, cuman dikasih tau manto soalnya kemaren waktu ambil raport nyokap gue belom balik dari luar kota.

Sabtu kemaren gue ke pasar baru bareng Inna sama Hanny, abisnya pada gabisa sih. Akhirnya kita dari sekolah ke rawamangun dulu terus naik busway wiiih penuhnye masya Allah bikin gila, apalagi pas baliknya. Udah gitu di busway ketemu bapak2 yang agak rese gitu tapi kasian juga sih. Oiya I bought overloose with just GOCENGCENGCENG HAHAHA puas banget gue. Ada sih dress lucu tapi lupa beli gue wkwkwk. I bought 4 clothes with very-cheap-price oh my oh my kayaknya gue mau ke sana lagi bareng Nidya, ada yang mau ikut?

Good news pals, JASON MRAZ IS GOING TO COME TO JAKARTA!!!!!! Ya Allah semoga beneran deh dia dateng. Gue liat di webnya Java Jazz, klik disini. Katanya juga gue baca di webnya, Jason Mraz masuk di Special Show aduuuuh tapi harganya belom dikasih tau uhu semoga ada early birdnya deh. Temen2 gue juga banyak yang bilang sih katanya juga dia mau bikin konser sendiri gitu disini, ah gila kalo beneran aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Anyhow planning liburan ini banyak yang gagal, ke bandung sama temen2 SMA gue gajadi, aduh kalo di list byk banget yang ga jadi. Pacar gue liburan ke bali ih asik banget dia huh. Koeng udah balik ke Malaysia yewww I’ll be missing you so much engkooooo

Oiya mau cerita lagi, pas hari kapan gitu gue berantem sama Haffi heboh bener sampe kebawa2 ke ps hah bego deh. Emang pas hari itu gue lagi pengen sendiri tapi dia maksa pengen ketemu gue dan bener kan malah berantem gue. Sepanjang jalan ps gue berantem sampe diliatin orang mba2 SPG sampe gue nangis ih tengsin bener gue hahaha tapi akhinya baikan juga pas pulangnya emang Haffi reseeeee. Uhu makasih ye Dyan Nia Eky Dival Ap sorry banget gue malah jadi ganggu, a lot of thanks buat Fadi Fano Ichi Andryan Yanda yang nemenin nonton.

P.S : Haffi ini aku udah tulis di blog aku kamu yang minta ya!

That’s all for now hehe see you later, ciaaaaao!

Hope - Bring Me Flowers

2008-12-08T01:25:00.002+07:00

I love this song, it just the guitar and someone sing. Maybe it's a duo or whatever named Hope, and here's the lyrics........................................

I haven’t got a clue if you’re the one
But I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
I wanna do this right
Don’t wanna waste this night
But I’m drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

I’m a little scared to hold you close
Cause I just might never ever let you go
Caught up in your smile
I’m happy as a child
But I’m still drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Oh, do do do do do do do

Your heart cares for nothing in return
And I’m just taking
Taking you in
Caught up in your smile
I’m happy as a child
But I’m still drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Close my eyes
And dream for miles
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Much much much stories

2008-12-07T22:58:00.007+07:00

Hey hey hey tujalahe hahaha i am back yes yes i do miss blogging guys!
For now there are so much stories i want to tell you about
After all bored activities i've through yehehe

1. Two Years, ehem - 25 november 2008

Hahaha iya waktu kemaren gue 2 taunan sama pacar gue, Haffi. Awalnya gue ga tau dia mau ngasih gue surprise. Malemnya malah dia nyebelin banget, sumpah gue kesel sama dia. Pagi-paginya, dia juga ga sms gue SAMA SEKALI parah banget kan gue udah keseeeel banget. Yang sms duluan malah si Eky, temennya Haffi ah thanks for Eky anyway awet yaaa sama Dyan hehe. Gue inget banget, besoknya itu ulangan fisika & i was totally not in the mood for study or anything about that fisika yayaya. Terus sore2nya gue pulang cepet, gue bolos bp saking ga moodnya. Udah gitu buku fisika sama pkn bondan ada di gue dan besoknya ulangan, akhirnya gue balikin buku bondan. Sampe di rumah gue langsung ngedit lagi, eh tiba2 si adek gue Nisa dapet telfonlah dari 'temennya' yang ternyata Haffi. Pas gue tanya ke adek gue, itu haffi ya? kata dia 'bukaaaan itu temen gue mirip suaranya sama haffi'. Yaudahlah gue percaya aja. Ga lama Nisa ke bawah terus teriak teriak manggil gue, terus gue disuruh ke ruaang tamu. Waktu itu sekitar jam 8 gitu lah ya

Nah pas gue buka pintu yang ke ruang tamu, lampu dimatiin. Di meja ada 2 slice cake, chocolate mousse sama cheesecake, diatasnya ada lilin gitu. Ga jauh darisitu ada boneka Baby Pooh gitu lucu deh hihihi pas gue liat lagi ada fan pooh gitu yang bisa dilipet-lipet, t-shirt, mainan pooh yang kepalanya-godek-kalo ada sinar-matahari, terus ada 1 red rose & 1 white rose. Sumpah gue bingung sebingung-bingungnya. Pas gue liat ke depan, Haffi ngumpet di belakang pohon hahaha bego. Dia jalan ke arah gue sambil senyum2 najis idih. He hugged me then and said "Happy anniversarry, Ajeng". Hahaha gue cuman ketawa senyam senyum sebel soalnya dia ngerjain gueee! Well these are our photo & the presents ;

happy anniversarry, haffi :)

baby pooh, mainan pooh, kipas pooh, t-shirt & roses

Thank you my Haffi i love you anyway

Sekarang malah gue yang belom ngasih kado ke haffi. Hmmmm give me idea! Anyone have? Tell me as soon as poosible please ;)

2. Jak Jazz 2009 - 29 november 2008

Abis saman di ancol, gue langsung caw ke jakjazz. Haffi picked me up at ancol and he waited for me. See? he has been changing since our 2 years anniversarry hehehe hopefully it lasts long. Sekitar jam 5 gue nyampe sana, tapi masuknya jam 6 hehe soalnya masih ujan, barengan sama Puteri Inna Diva & Dewa, pacarnya Diva. Yang pertama gue liat Galaxy Big Band, terus gue lupa siapa tuh ye namanya hahaha, terus Iga Mawarni! She did great, esp for the percussion ohmygod awesoooome. Abis itu gue muter2 tapi lupa nonton siapa, terus TwentyFirst Night! Yogi oh yogi i adore you & the keyboardist, i forgot your name but i like them. Oiya disitu gue ketemu Icha Riany Rizka Rida Rachel well it's just like reunion again hahaha.
Daaaaaaaan gue semangat banget buat yang ini ; Barry Likumahuwa's Project ft Utha & Benny Likumahuwa
Sumpah keren, keren banget keren bangetgetngetnget. Matthew Sayerz i love youuuu hahaaaa. They're outstanding and got all full-attention of the audiences gila sampe belakang belakang. Closingnya ; Mati saja, langsung deh semuanya sing alooooont. Gue juga ketemu Cica di stagenya Barry. After their performance i went to the backstage and took photo with Barry & Matthew! Tapi masih di Icha nanti deh gue upload.
Abis Barry gue makan sama Haffi, terus nungguin di stage yang sama soalnya Andien, Afgan sama Ireng Maulana mau perform dan itu closing. Eh tapi ada DJ dari jepang gitu mainnya ga tau diri parah banget lamanyaaaa udah di applause sama audience, maksudnya buat stop, Ireng Maulana juga udah stay diatas panggung tapi si DJ Jepang gila malah masih maiiiiiiin aja hahaha akhirnya selese juga dia abis dicolek sama krunya gitu
For closing, Ireng Maulana & Friends as we know absolutely awesoooome, Andien seemed like Norah Jones anyway and i love her performance. Afgan yes as we know he's handsome i couldn't deny, terus dia nyanyi fly me to the moon nya Frank Sinatra, wow. I prefer him sing with heavy-jazz or whatever it called in heavy-jazz genre than he sing with usual-pop genre. He was cool anyway.
Jam 2 an gitu gue pulang sampe rumah sama Inna, dia nginep di rumah gue. And we couldn't sleep over, just fell asleep together with our tiredness

3. My Own Confusing-Thoughts

Is it bad if i think about this now?
Well i think about ' friendship ', esp bestfriend. Bestfriend. Bestfriend. Bestfriendssssssss. Bestfriends. Best-friend. B-E-S-T F-R-I-E-N-D. Huh i spell it now.

Deng Ming-Dao:

Those truly linked don't need correspondence. When they meet again after many years apart, Their friendship is as true as ever.

George Washington:

Friendship is a plant of slow growth and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation.

Henri Nouwen:

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

Ralph Waldo Emerson, adapted:

The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when you discover that someone else believes in you and is willing to trust you with a friendship.

Aristotle:

What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies.

I am sorry, but its just what i've been feeling. But have you ever thought about that yet? I am sorry i cannot tell anything about it. I just confuse with my own thoughts. Negative- thoughts. Ah forget it hehehe

That's all, and bye bye bye
x.o.x.o

freaky saturday

2008-11-22T23:45:00.005+07:00

Hello there, just a quick post for now.
Today i went to Rizka's house in the morning asking her for acccompany me to the face clinic. After that i went to school to practice saman, and then in hurry i went to BP, studied about chemistry. I am sorry i was late Mrs Ade huhuhu. After i came out from class with Aldi and Dita, i found Melinda cried and looked dissapointed, i asked her why then she said that she was cried because of her ex-boyfriend. They were planned to meet each other but suddenly his ex cancelled the plan. Melinda was sad because she would give present(s) for him but his ex couldn't come. Well we were forget it and Dita was in plan too. She would really really like to meet his neeeew boyfriend hihihi cie Ditaaaa. And Melinda, Haffi, Aldi and I (Dita also) went to Gramedia Matraman by Aldi's car. Along the way we just talked about silly things hahaha anything lah ya. Dita brought her handycam hahaha it was fun when we sang Dewiq's song which was BETE BETE AAAAH BASI BASI LOOOOOOOH hahahaha actually i dont like that song but if we sing that song altogether soooo it will be fun ;)
Dita met his boyfriend there and they were looked happy hihihi. At 2.30 pm we had lunch in es teler 77 yes yes the taste of the fried rice was like nasi goreng rumaaaah ah but it doesnt matter. At 3 pm we went back home. Utha sent Dita home and Utha drove his own car, just the two of them in his car awwwww so sweet. Hemmmm actually i want Haffi can do what Utha do. Haffi still not be able to drive a car but he has promised me to sent me home with no driver, he want to sent me home by himself who drive the car hehehe i'll be waiting for it haffiiiiiiiii
Well i miss Haffi soooo much! I hugged him tightly when we met hehehe he said "i miss you weng" ohmygod i miss you too haffi finally i could hear you said that!
I came home then i was remember that my chemie's notebook stiil in Puteri's so i went to Puteri's, my sister drove me to her house. After prayed maghrib, i edited Gina's photos and now i am blogging.
Oh yes and now i am chatting with Tiara too and there is a rumours i've got from tiara and here it is :

I say:

tir males belajar deh gue buat besok -______-

Tiaraaa; gws mala | add: arie_ganteng; izza.olip@ hot thx ya says:

iyanih weng gue juga males

I say:

udah belajar bos?

Tiaraaa; gws mala | add: arie_ganteng; izza.olip@ hot thx ya says:

belum haha, lo?

I say:

belom juga sama HA HA HA

Tiaraaa; gws mala | add: arie_ganteng; izza.olip@ hot thx ya says:

ahahah males gue weng

I say:

hehehe

Tiaraaa; gws mala | add: arie_ganteng; izza.olip@ hot thx ya says:

kimia pula hari pertama

I say:

iya makanya mau muntah gue

Tiaraaa; gws mala | add: arie_ganteng; izza.olip@ hot thx ya says:

ahahaha iya mana ma bindo lagi

I say:

nah iya kan tuh maikin pusing gue

Tiaraaa; gws mala | add: arie_ganteng; izza.olip@ hot thx ya says:

waduuuuuuuuuh mana ntar mulai 1januari masuk jam setengah7

I say:

HAH GOSIP DARIMANA?

Tiaraaa; gws mala | add: arie_ganteng; izza.olip@ hot thx ya says:

kan di tv ada

Tiaraaa; gws mala | add: arie_ganteng; izza.olip@ hot thx ya says:

seluruh sekolah weng

I say:

AH GILA

I say:

BOONG

Tiaraaa; gws mala | add: arie_ganteng; izza.olip@ hot thx ya says:

seius weng

Tiaraaa; gws mala | add: arie_ganteng; izza.olip@ hot thx ya says:

nyokap ma kaka gue tadi bilang gtu

Tiaraaa; gws mala | add: arie_ganteng; izza.olip@ hot thx ya says:

kata temen klas gue juga gt

I say:

ihhhhhhhhhhh

I say:

MALES

Tiaraaa; gws mala | add: arie_ganteng; izza.olip@ hot thx ya says:

gue juga weng

I say:

haaaa males banget tir sumpah

Tiaraaa; gws mala | add: arie_ganteng; izza.olip@ hot thx ya says:

iyaaa weng gue berangkat jam 6 nih

I say:

nah gue gimana coba?

I say:

jam 5 kali ya

I say:

idih

Tiaraaa; gws mala | add: arie_ganteng; izza.olip@ hot thx ya says:

iya kali

Tiaraaa; gws mala | add: arie_ganteng; izza.olip@ hot thx ya says:

tau ih ngeselin bgt

I say:

makanya DEMO YOK

Ih gila kali ya masuk setengah 7 gue bangun jam berapaaaaaa grrrrrrrrrrr.
Hahaha that was all. Oh my god i will have a week with full schedule of exaaaaaaaams! wish me luck guys hehehe bye bye bye

x.o.x.o

10:34

2008-11-19T23:08:00.004+07:00

Hello yewww and it is 10:34 pm, I’ve just started write this post.
Today oh today hahahaha rame banget deh hari ini. Seru banget well I want to tell you what had happened this day ;

Started from first lesson => Biology
We didn’t do anything in class, there’s no class actually because Mrs. Sumintaria Siahaan had to done something important and she came to my class to inform us to done all paper and assignments of biology, yes I had done all of that so I could nyantai kaya di pantai hahaha

Second lesson => CHEMISTRY
Oh my oh my oh my……….. damn it. I’ll always be bored by this one.
Errrwwww all my friends told me that they were bored too hahaha. When chemistry lesson comes, we’ll always buy candies snack or whatever ya to have fun along the chemistry class. Yes how bejat we are ya wkwkwk. Like this morning, Aju Inna Donna Ghina and I made a conference room by letter(s) yesyesyes we were surat-suratan okay okay I’ll write the details here & without changing yaaaa these are real hehe :

In (Inna) : Don, nanti bikin roket di rumah Puteri mau ngga? Bareng sama kelompoknya puteri XI IPA 2
Do (Donna) :Ada “kunyuknya” ya naa?
In : Hehe… ya salah satunya itu, tapi enak ah kalo bikinnya di lapangan
Aj (Aju) : Ada Iqbalnya juga
Aw ( Me = Aweng) : Ada gue loh
Do : Waduh kita bikin room ajalah kalo gini haha tp ntar gue rapat MPK bntar dulu yaa takut ega marah. Ada bling nya loooh :D
Aw : Ada clingnya yaaa don? >.<
In : Ngga papa lo rapat apalgi kalo lo bisa bawa bling juga, ah ngarep T.T
Aj : Kalo onta bisa dibawa juga ga?
Aw : Jaaaaaaah Aju hahaha
Gn (Ghina) : Onta bisa yu. Iqbal juga deh sebagai bonus
Do : Onta ikut aja tp beliin kita burger king, si iqbal juga tuh suruh patungan sama onta biar ga susah
Aj : Gila! Lu kira tuh mantan2 gue mencret duit! Mana mau mereka bliin buat lo2 pada kalo buat gue doang mah mauuuu hahaha
In : Yaelah Onta mah, tingting dikit dapet 10 ribu haha. Ntar bling gue colong dari tas don gue bw pulang
Aw : Cling gue setrika dulu ah biar masuk dompet -_____- Iya ju si onta suruh beli pizza deh minimal
Do : Yaoloooh junaedi, pelit bener. Lo bilang aja kalo lo lg ngidam mkn burger king minta beliin 5 ntar bagi2 ke kita :D Ajweng.. ajweng.. tiba2 ngomongin cling katanya mau “ sahabatan” ajaaa……
Gn : Si donna bikin novel meeeen
Aw : lirik lirik dikit gapapa dong don HA HA HA
Aj : Ngidam? Lo kira gue hamil, gue belom sempet dihamilin onta don jd gbs minta pke alesan ngidam
In : Aduh kalo bling mah ya eksklusif di koper. Dia kan lucu ke boneka beruang ;) Bakso juga gapapa deh bilang onta dong!
Aj : Enough! G usah ngomongin onta! BASI!
Aw : Ah yang bener juuu BASI? Enough enough dalem hati not enough kan lo? Haeuahauahua ;D
Do : Yaudah gausah onta, iqbal aja deh…. Dari badannya keliatan lebih makmur :p Klo burger, pizza, bakso gamau yaudahdeh cakwe ajadaaaah haha
Aj : Oke! Kalo iqbal msh under control haha. He’ll do anything for me haha. Aduh ajwengkuuu jgn blg2 doooong kn gue jadi ga enak haha
In : Gue mah terserah mau dikasih apa aja, yang penting kan ada……………………. Apalagi ya don kalo lo bisa bawa bling ah two thumbs up!
Aw : Makan yang penting MAKAAAAAAAAAN
Do : Oke cakwe udah pasti di tangan weng hahaha. Bener ya naaa (?) Ntar gue bawa di plastic khusus buat lo naaaa. Cling juga aaaaaaaah ;D
Aw : AH JANGAN GILA DON muka gue ditaro dimana cobaaaa? Ah malu malu aku malu aww. Eh tau gha sih don hihihi nytar ah malu eke
Aj : Blon tentu cakwe tpi yang pasti ntar kita dpt cemilan dr dy kok HAHAHA
In : Eheem…. Cemilannya sate padang boleh ko ju… Aduhduhduh betapa galau hatiku (?)
Do : Yaudah… risolnya anti juga boleh loooooh. Ai bling ntr suruh beliin cakwe aaaaah ;p Ih aweng aku penasaran apaan siiih (?)
Aj : Iqbal taik nh lg g punya duit! Ntar dah gue bujuk2 gue kasih paket gelisah biar kita tetep dpt cemilan
In : Kenapa bling bawanya cakwe? Emang dia punya kios cakwe? Jangan paket gelisah dong, paket mendesah biar lebih hot, najong
Aw : Najis lo najis. Eh bling suruh bawa pisang goring + rujak + pempek + paket pijit mendesah nahtuhkan udah plusplus wewew
Do : KENAPA SEMUA SERBA MENDESAH (?) haha yaudahlah iqbal suruh nari striptis ajeee sexyback haha
Aj : Bego lo! Klo iqbal striptis g napsu mkn gue, lemaknya tumpah gila! HAHAHA
Aw : Cieee iqbal strippers dong

And the letter(s) finished. We’ve spent 3 papers hahahahaah najong najong. When I asked to the time keeper of our class, Bondan Bhaskara who is ketua osis juga ya, time almost finished oh finally. I asked bondan then

Me : Bondan lo bosen gak?
Bondan : Iya bangeeeeeeet
Me : Berapa menit lagi bon?
Bondan : Tunggu weng… and he looked his watch and…………. tunggu, yak dan SEPULUH!

He said SEPULUH loudly it means we have to count down together from SEPULUH HAHAHAHA and we counted down the times together
SEPULUH.. SEMBILAN.. DELAPAN.. TUJUH.. ENAM.. LIMA.. EMPAT.. TIGA........ DUA.. SATU TENGTERENGTRENGTERENG hahaha finally the bell rang :D
And we went to the next class

Third lesson => Civilization
Today we had an exam so yayaya I could handle it up, wish me luck guys I don’t want to have remedial anymore!

Last Lesson => Art
Yesyes we had a drawing test too hehehehe I could do it yewww

When the bell rang, Puteri Inna Hanny and I went to Puteri’s house to work on our physic-project ; Water Rocket hehehe
Iqbal & Aju came early they had waited up under the tree wohooo so sweeeeeet and after that Rio Wira and Unggul came then Donna & Manto came together by ojyek ojyek. All done at 6 pm and I went home by ojyek too. Hell yeah and after I came home I prayed maghrib, and did another assignment which is MAKALAH BU SULI astagfirullaaaah. It had just done.

Oh my God tomorrow I have an chemie exam but I am lazyyyy oh lazy to study hihihi but I have to do it. Oh okay I’ll stop this post ya I think I should study anyway yawwwww byebyebye see you next post fellas wish me luck tomorrow ;)

Oh yaaaa I’ll tell you bout next project
Yes I’ve been recruited to be lead vocalist in COSMONATION (Acoustic of Momon Nation) hahaha yes it’s silly yaw we’re still looking for better name for our acoustic group. And this is the formation

Ega – Rhythm Guitar / arranger
Fandy – Lead Guitar / arranger
Mutia – Backing Vocal
Ajeng – Lead Vocal

Crew : Nidya as Photographer & Manager ; Donna as Publication crew

I was surprised when ega pulled me on to the corner of corridor and she said “gini weng kita mau bikin project baru jadi kayak group acoustic gitu blablabla…..” and “lo jadi lead vocal ya!” oh my god hahaha I said yes because the genre of our music is like JASON MRAZ, James Blunt, Jamie Scott, James Morrison, Jack Johnson etc. I am sorry if my voice isn’t good enough yaaaaaaa heheu
Oh yes if you want us sing a song for you just contact Nidya and don’t forget to pay us !
Hopefully this project lasts long & success ;)

And today I am missing my boyfriend so muchmuchmuch. Cepet pulang ya sayaaaaaang
I am longing for you fi

Oh yaaaaaa Jason Mraz is going to come to Indonesia horraaaay! My friend, Beby heard it yesterday from prambors radio. I hope it wasn’t just rumours AMIN AMIN AMIN oh Jason Mraz please come and visit me up then huehehehe

And the very last words,
Goodnight & sleep tight everyone, x.o.x.o

Oh Finally..................

2008-11-16T17:40:00.003+07:00

GILAAAAAA
Capek bangetngetnget sumpah this is like all my energy and soul goes away from my body and all I wanna do is are lie down on my bed and watch dvd’s and eat cococrunch or chocolate within’ and eat mangoes then and…………………………. hahahahaha asik banget kayaknya deh. Sumpah gue seneng banget. Pensi yang gue kira ga jadi ternyata jadi dan happy ending banget eventhough in the beginning all the stuff was going to crumpled grrrrrrrrrrr so so I want to tell you what happen yesterday. I'll upload the photos soon ;)

H-2 ; Kamis 13 November 2008
Semua kru ribet. Pak Adil marah-marah, uang deficit banyak banget dan kita semua muter otak. Anak kelas 12 ga mau beli tiket aaaaaaaargh parah deh ya. Dan gue sama Kibow dikasih tau sama Bondan si ketapel bahwa : BACKDROP BELOM DIBIKIN DAN KAOS JUGA. Gue bingung, tim kreatif bingung dan kita sebagai tim kreatif nyetak baju hari itu juga tapi logo sponsor ilang semua ihhhh akhirnya kita cari dulu barulah dicetak bajunya. Gue dan kibow dapet tugas bikin backdrop tapi si bang bem rental editing depan sekolah tutup astagfirullah ya Allah kita stress banget dan akhirnya kta berdua izin jam pelajaran terakhir terus ke ruang computer dan minjem computer sampe mohon-mohon ke Pak Assa padahal masih ada kelas tapi akhirnya boleh! Makasih yaaaaaa pak Assa hehe dan kita langsung bikin backdrop. Jam setengah 6an backdrop jadi dan gue, Kibow, Rucita & Manto harus ke rawamangun dulu minta konfirmasi sama Oneway jadi apa nggak dia buka stand. Pas nyampe mereka masih ngegantung gitu keputusannya dan akhirnya kita ke rumah Kibow.buat nelfon-nelfon band. Jam setengah 10 kta pulang deh

H-1 ; Jumat 14 November 2008
Ya Allah H-1 dagdigdug banget gue. Hari itu gue dan tim kreatif lainnya berangkat pagi. Eh pas udah mau berangkat tiba-tiba mas Opie yang mau ngeprint backdrop nelfon kita dan…

Dia nelfon ke kibow
Kibow : Halo
Mas Opie : Halo karina ya?
Kibow : Iya, ini mas opie ya? Kenapa mas?
Mas Opie : Ngggg gini kar, ternyata gambar backdrop resolusinya pecah gimana dong?
Gue & Kibow : HAH PECAH?
Mas Opie : Iya bisa ga bikin lagi, gue tungguin deh di sekolah lo

Dan gue sama kibow langsung bikin backdrop dan hasilnya standarrrrrrrrrr banget jauh sama yang udah kita bikin :( huhuhu sedih banget gue sama kibow udah mau nangis tapi yaudahlahya yang penting jadi. Mas opie langsung nyamperin ke sekolah gue dan langsung nyetak backdrop. Gue, kibow sama Ika berangkat akhirnya jam 1 an dari rencana awal yang jam 8 berangkat hahaha. Nyampe di ancol jam 2, sampe sana ngebooking 1 cottage di putriduyung, ada juga yang ngambil di mercure, dan roommates gue ; Donna Kancut Galuh Sarah Nidyong Inna Kibow Ika di cottage tapi pas malemnya berubah. We’ve decorated the stage since 4 pm until 12.30 am. Pertama gue bingung banget, bahan dikit dan kita harus nyari ranting banyak banget. Mas2 dari FJA Organizer baikkkkk banget mau bantuin kita ngedekor, and based on their experiences, ranting pohon banyak di pasar seni. Gue Kancut Kibow Ika Donna langsung cabcus ke pasar seni dan ngambil ranting dan alhamdulilaaaaaaaah banget, baru ada pohon yang ditebangin terus kita ambil-ambilin deh itu ranting sama daunnya hahaha banyak banget. Terus akhirnya si daun kita taro dii depan stage jadi kayak jungle jungle gitu malah temanya hihihi bodo ah yang penting ada unsure green nya hehehe. Pas ngedekor aja ribeeeeeet banget, jujur ya there is one person in creative team and she isn’t in one way with us jadi ya gitu agak-agak berantem ribet lah. Selese dekor eh si Inna malah pengen pindah kamar ke mercure gara2 ada si gebetannya hahaha dan si kibow juga pindahdi ke mercure. Eh si Abi sama Fandi pindah ke putri duyung yasudahlah sekalian jadi satpam deh ahaeauahaeua :D Tapi si Nidyong belom tidur juga sampe pagi yaaaa tadinya sih gue mau nemenn dia tapi udah ngantuk heehe. I slept and there was no dream. But I worried about what would happen tomorrow oh my…………..

The Day
Gue bangun bangun udah jam 6 langsung ngantri mandi deh. Terussss gue langsung balik ke stage dan beres2, pas udah nyantai eeeeeh si orang dari organizernya marah gara2 logo ga kita pasang karena ga ada logo, cuma kita tulis. Akhirnya gue dan Abi nyari2 tempat print susaaaaaah banget dan dengan kecerobohan gue yang banyak banget hahaha sorry yaaaaaaa Abi ;) Terus akhirnya dapet juga, nyampe2 acara udah mulai, untung baru mulai dan langsung gue tempel di backdrop. There were so many problems after that, which are : the organizer was mad at us, they were mad because the show was ngaret about an hour, the icon of ancol & that organizer weren’t showed on the shirt, guest stars came late, Alcoirish which was a band featuring came late too. Awalnya pas pagi acara sepiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii banget sumpah parah deh parah sampe orang fja bilang gini “Ah kalo kaya gini terus mendingan acara di cut deh!”

Jengjengjeng semuapanitia bingung, langsung deh semua nyuruh nyuruh maju si audience. That was success hahaaa. Abis itu tugas gue sebagai LO RFI. RFI dateng jam stengah 3 an, gue harus jemput mereka pake ojek karena ga ada yang mau nganterin gue ke depan, gara2 semua motor dipake ada yang ke burger kinglah, ada yang beli rider juga ke minimarket, jadi yaudahlah gue naik ojek. Alhamdulillaaah RFI MAIN KEREN BANGET I love it & my friends love their performance too tapi crowdnya kurang banget aaaaah sayang padahal Poska Dika dkk main bagus deh sumpah. Makasih banget buat Haffi Dyan Nia Dival & Diva Dance juga keren banget, dan teman2 Labschool lainnya yang mau dateng makasiiiiiiiih banget ;D

Acara lancer sampe jam 6 pas banget selesenya hihihi. Temen gue ada juga yang ditilang polisi gara2 nebus lampu merah wiwiwiwih terus fireworks ga jadi gara2 ga ada izin, kalo kita maksain bisa2 si Bondan bisa dipenjara 2 hari hahahaha untung ga jadi. Walaupun ada sedikit gangguan lagi, banyak alay yang mau ngerusak acara tapi bisa dihandle kok. Alcoholic keren bangeeeeet, Jude juga hihihi The Vintage seru banget, sayang gue ketinggalan Efek Rumah Kaca gara2 jemput RFI hehe. Selese acara, gue nangis. Nangis seneng banget. Acara yang hamper ga jadi dengan banyak masalah ini bisa selese dengan happy ending hahaha. Semua panitia pelukan, legaaaaa banget acara bisa sukses dan crowded pas udah mulai sore, crowded banget hihihi azik azik. And that was all. Great thanks to Ancol, FJA Organizer, teman2 panitia, Pak Adil & crew yang mau dateng akhirnyaaaa, temen2 yang mau dateng, pokoknya semuanya makasih banget. Haffi makasih juga mau nganterin pulang I love you muah hahaha sabar banget dia mau nungguin gue padahal besoknya mau study tour. Dan yang terakhir ; tinggal bayar utang hahaaaa untung ga segede yang kita bayangin. Well that’s all folks hehe ;D

Le’Gonarth,
Let’s be Gress on Heart, Get the Green on Earth!

Confessions

2008-11-13T12:37:00.004+07:00

Dear Mr. PerfectGuy, Clingclangclung, or whateverrrr i call you

I am sorry oh terribly sorry ;'(
Maaf bangeeeeeeeet ya kalo lo ga suka gue suka lo
Gue minta maaf gue ga mau jauh sama lo. Kita temenan aja ya bow hehehe
I'll try to not adore you anymore and Could we be bestfriends?
Hahaha maaf yaaaaaaaaa pispispis jujur deh gue takut ketemu lo heuahueah >.<>

Lalalala

2008-11-09T21:25:00.008+07:00

Hallooooo udah lama banget ga ngepost lagi hehehe. I have so much much stories for this week and here goes...............................................................

The Bittersweet of Le'Gonarth
Kalo boleh jujur ya, emang kita semua panitia sinting. Semua hampir ke handle pas H-10. Imagine that? H-10 astagfirullah ini parah banget menurut gue paraaaaaaaah. Okay gue jelasin dulu, Le' Gonarth adalah kepanjangan dari Let's be Gress on Heart, Get the Green on Earth, tema dari pensi perdana sekolah gue setelah 7 taun ga ngadain pensi. Sekarang sekolah gue itu kayak ikut pensi battle gitu yang diadain sama Ancol. Hemmmmmm and guest stars nya The Adams, Killing Me Inside, Shuriken, Alcoholic Anonymous, Efek Rumah Kaca dan insya Allah Maliq & d'Essentials bareng 21st Night amin amin jadi dong jadiiiiiiiiiiii. Oiya nanti tanggal 15 November dateng ya semuanya & HTM nya 25 ribu hehehehe. Terus terus gue baru ngerti jadi panitia kayak gini ribet bangetngetnget ohmaigat bikin stres, nyari sponsor susah padahal gue bukan sponsorshit ya malah jadi ikutan stres hahaha udah mana si Pak Adil baru setuju pas akhir-akhir arrrrrrrrrrrrr maunya apa coba -.-

Hesti's Sweet Seventeen & the blablas
Jadi temen gue ada yang ulangtaun namanya Hesti tanggal 8 November kemaren di McD Kelapa Gading tapi paginya gue ngasih surprise bareng my fraulein muahmuah dan waktu kita dateng ke rumahnya hesti masih tidur! gawat ya emang hehehe ga lama sih terus gue sama temen2 gue dianterin sama Damsyik ke sekolah. Abis itu latian saman terus nemenin Inna & temen2 gue shopping ohlala ke ambassador aw aw, jam 5 pulang terus mandi, siap2 berangkat lagi ke acaranya Hesti. And the worst is ; Haffi mau jemput gue tapi ngaret banget sedangkan temen gue si Fandi Ega dan Nidyong udah nunggu lamaaaaaa banget aduh maaf ya teman2ku sayang padahal mereka mau ngisi acara. Finally jam 8an gue nyampe, langsung deh nyanyi I'm Yours aduh masih gaenak gue maaf yaaaa fandi & ega sampe lo berdua ngantuk nungguin gue heheu ;(. Dan akhirnyaaaaaa kita nyanyi-nyanyi, nah terus pas ditengah nyanyi-nyanyi, tiba2 temen gue si Icha dan Damnye berantem heboh bener. Ga ngerti gimana ceritanya tau2 dia nangis aja oh well maybe i cant tell you this is privacy only me and my friends yaaaa sorry. Terus si Rizka adoooooh gue pusing dia nangis juga -_____-. Yah well akhirnya gue Inna Fandi Ega Els nyanyi2 lagi kayak orang bego, terus ketawa-ketawa sendiri najis hahahahaha. Eh iya si Melinda naksir sama Ega pas pertama kali ketemu gini

Gue ; Meeeel kenalin temen gue namanya Ega
Ega ; Ngejulurun tangan, salaman
Melin ; Bengong kayak orang bego terus bilang.......... IH GANTENG

Emang dasar si melin begoooooooo terus terus jam 10 an acara selese pulang deh awaw. I'll upload the photo soon hehee
Acara kayaknya kurang well-organized tapi it was fun kok
HAPPY 17TH HESTI PRATIWI ;)

Eh ntar gue lanjut lagi soalnya mau nyari tugas agama dulu yeeeee. Ciao!

Ajweng van der Woodsen

Quick Post

2008-11-05T15:12:00.004+07:00

Haloooo, gue ngepost cuma bentar ya hehehehe lagi numpang ngepost di McD bentar soalnya jam 5 gue ilp. Gue lagi sama Lia, Ina, Aju, Tiara, Puteri, Iqbal sama Ivan sekarang.

Hari ini ngapain?
Ah gilaaaaa deh hari ini gue. Biologi ngukur tensi darah, bu sumin tegaaaaa masa di push sampe 300 ah gila. Kimia bete banget. Pkn malah ngelawak si pak riza, terus seni budaya gambar-gambar doang hahaha.

Gawatnya, kayaknya si cheese cake tau deh aduuuuuh gimana dong -___-

Yaudahya mau makan lagi, ciao!
x.o.x.o ~ Ajweng

Beautiful Bitch -- movie

2008-11-02T08:13:00.003+07:00

Jadi pas sabtu minggu minggu kemaren tanggal 25 oktober kalo ga salah kan kayak ada European Film Festival gitu aduh gue lupa deh namanya apa. Gue, Haffi, Ka Yanda, Ka Andry jalan ke Goethe Institute yang di daerah Menteng terus nonton film ini. Here’s the review --

Sinopsis ;
Jadi ya ceritanya gini, ada satu cewek namanya Lubica, dia itu jadi anak jalanan gara2 ga punya orang tua aduh kasian deh. Terus pas lagi di jalan mau ngumpet dikejar polisi eh adeknya diambil sama polisi yaudahdeh Bica jadi sendirian. Dia ketemu akhirnya sama satu preman gitu yang mau nolongin dia. Bica kira dia baik taunya enggak, dia disuruh nyuri minimal 1000 dollar apa 1000 euro gitu perhari. Singkat cerita dia ketemu sama cewek namanya Milka, dia beda banget sama Bica. Cantik, seksoy, berkecukupan, fashionable pokoknya gitu. Nah hidupnya si Bica berubah deh pas ketemu sama Milka. Terus si Bica dipanggil Bitch sama Milka, ah gila jahat banget deh hahaha.

Unimportant Actor & Actress ;
Cewe gothic punk aneh yang suka joget2 sambil minum bir terus main pistol-pistolan idih, sama anak kecil yang ngomongnya suka dibalik, jadi misalnya ; how are you? Jadi woh era uoy hahahahaha sumpah nyampah banget

Comments ;
Hmmm menurut gue film ini bagus, ga banyak dialog tapi gue bisa ngerti dari alur ceritanya dan adegan2 nya. Keren sih, tapi masalahnya bahasa jerman. Yang gue denger dari itu dialog cuman gini doang; dfhskbfjkbkjsbj!@%hsftsd%^*!??, Und du? Hahaha untung aja ada subtitle bahasa inggris masih ketolong deh gue. Good movie anyway ;)

This Saturday

2008-11-01T23:59:00.001+07:00

Activities happened today ; bangun tidur, mandi, berangkat sekolah, latian saman, muter-muter, show time yuhuuuu, ganti baju, joget-joget pas band indie perform padahal gatau juga band apaan itu, foto-foto, joget-joget lagi sama PeeWee Gaskins yiiiha, pensi selese nemenin temen gue ke disc tarra, pulang, nonton tv, main gitar, nonton tv lagi, main laptop. Good day, well ;)

Tadi pas perform saman ah gila speed jadi cepeeeeeeeet banget, udah gitu gue kelibet kabel pas lahotujan & jadi missed gerakan gitu gue but I could handle it, gue lagi pilek kan ya jadi pas tadi beler-beler gitu najis dah hahaha, lupa senyum terus temen2 gue pada teriak teriak ‘AWEEEEEENG!’ mampus lah kan gue jadi nyengir2 kampret gitu bukannya senyum hihihi tapi kata temen2 gue ya bagus, kompak sih cuma sayang banyak yang ga nyanyi jadi yang kedengeran suaranya Cuma Lia, Inna sama gue. Adek2 kelas X nya banyak yang missed gerakan juga tadi. I’ll upload the photo soon ya soalnya masih di digicam temen gue hihihihihi seru :D

Ada juga tadi band indie gue lupa namanya apa, nyanyiin lagunya frente yang bizarre love triangle tapi dijadiin versi nya mereka, soalnya genre mereka kayak electric2 gitu jadinya kocak. Hemmmmm oiya tadi gue foto sama adek kelas baru kenalan looooooo namanya Alif tapi dipanggil Maher. Lucu banget hehe tadi gue foto sama dia, ntar lagi dehya gue upload fotonya, masih di temen gue juga ini fotonya hehehe. Dan temen gue si Puteri tadi ketemuan sama mantannya yang kuliah di bandung sekarang, alumni taun kemaren emang lagi pada dateng dan si Puteri pas ngeliat si mantannya itu langsung meluk spontan gitu hihihi kangen tuh dia. Duh enaknya kangen-kangenan

That's all folks today ;)

x.o.x.o, Ajweng

Days oh Days

2008-10-28T21:55:00.005+07:00

Oh my……………….. this is the hardest week

Latian saman tambahan dan gerakan baru yang makin merajalela, banyak tugas, les tiap hari jadi pulang malem terus, ngurusin pensi ekstern sekolah gue yang nggak-tau-deh-ah. Ah gila kayaknya gue bener2 nggak ada free time. I WANT MY LONG HOLIDAY BACK! Please grant my wish God, amen -_____-

Well I hava a good day anyway for today. Matematika lagi enak banget lagi nyambung tuh gue azek azek tapi dapet tugas 60 SOAL TRIGONOMETRI astagfirullah makasih banget ya pak yahya zzzz. Abis itu pelajaran bahasa inggris as usual we didn’t do anything hahaha terus pelajaran fisika praktikum pegas, terakhir pelajaran bahasa Indonesia si Bu Suli nggak ada HAHAHAHAHA ;DDDDDD

Terus terus tadi pas istirahat kedua, gue & temen2 gue ngegosip. Wih sumpah gue ketinggalan berita banget. Temen2 gue ngomongin si Syekh siapaaaaaa gitu yang nikahin anak 12 tahun, terus gossip si BCL mau married yang dihadiahin sinetron sama calon suaminya aduuuuuh gue makin nggak ngerti deh ya, saking jarangnya gue nonton infotainment gossip ah whatever lah ya itu. Sekarang gue kalo nyampe rumah karena udah malem terus capeeek paling mandi kadang juga nggak, ganti baju, ngerjain tugas sambil nonton tv di kamar terus tidur.

Dan tadi pas di jalan pulang dari BP gue sama temen gue kan nebeng sama Inna & bokapnya hehehe yaudah deh kita ngomongin tentang kamera & tehnik-tehniknya, kebetulan si Aldi kan jago fotografi. Gue diajarin lah itu long exposure blaaah&blaaaah langsung praktek make hpnya si Aldi and wooow I love it walaupun cuma simple banget. This is the photo I was taken while the traffic jam happened zzzz ;

lightburst hahaha i love it ;)

Dan gue tertarik sama Fotografi. Gue juga seneng ngedit & gue jadi mikir barusan ; Wey sekalian aje gue belajar fotografi! Hahaha kayaknya asik yaaaa. Oh iya tadi pas di jalan, I was thinking about My Wishlist for this year & next year, here they are guys ;

Nabungbungbung buat beli SLR! I WANT IT! I WANT IT! – kata Dita kamera fokus HAHAHA
(Cliché maybe) BELAJAR LEBIH RAJIN biar nilai gue kayak waktu smp huaaaaaaa I miss the moments when I always got awesome&excellent scores for Math exams ;’(
Panjangin rambut
Redecorate my room, again
Collect Jason Mraz’s all albums, oh my god I really want to find this one : Waiting for My Rocket to Come. Gile susah banget nyarinya ini album grrrrrrrrrrrrr

Ya Allah kabulkan lah doaku amin.
Well oh hell gue ngerjain pr dulu yaaaa. Gila tugas gue masih banyak banget………………………………………
Oh iya ini list most-wanted-dvds gue. susah dicarinya nih ;

My Bestfriend’s Girl
Vicky Christina Barcelona
Breakfast at Tiffany’s
Miracle at St. Anna
Hotel for Dogs
Religulous

Yang nemu kabarin gue yaaaaaaaaaa makasih ;)
Oiya satu lagi,

Happy anniversarry Haffiku ;) cieeee kita bentar lagi 2 taun ckckck --- november 25th, 2006

Fairytale & Reality

2008-10-19T15:20:00.001+07:00

You know how when you were a kid and you believed in fairy tales?
That fantasy of what your life would be. White dress, Prince Charming, who’d carry you away to a castle on a hill. Your wishes would always come true. You’d lie in a bed at night and close your eyes, and you had complete and utter faith, santa claus, tooth fairy, they were so close, you taste them.
But eventually, you grow up.
One day you open your eyes and the fairy tales disappears. Most people turn to things and people they can trust. But the thing is ; It’s hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely. Almost everyone still has the smallest bit of hope of faith, that one day they’ll open their eyes, and it will all come true.
At the end of the time, faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t really expect it. It’s one day you realize that the fairy tale maybe slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And its not so important that it’s happy ever after. Just that it’s happy right now.
See, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you with their own way. And once in a while, people may even take your breath away...................................

3P -- Pingsan, Pacar & Poni

2008-10-16T19:53:00.005+07:00

Alhamdulillah adaptor laptop saya udah bener lagi heheeeee

I have a lot of stories for today hahaha parah nih ya.
Pertama, temen gue namanya Ghina. Jadi ceritanya kan dia berantem sama pacarnya gitu kemaren, kata dia sih berantemnya pas pulang dari ILP, si Ghina dijemput Abe pacarnya terus kan berantemlah mereka di motor, pokoknya gawat sampe ngomong bahasa binatang gitu. Di jalan si Ghina pake pura2 nangis idih terus pas nyampe rumah, si Abe langsung caw gitu. Ghina sakit hati dan berniat ngejar Abe. Langsung dia kejar tuh si Abe, masih sama tas & map2 nya yang belom ditaro.
Daaan si Ghina begonya tanpa-merhatiin-harga-diri-seorang-wanita beneran ngejar Abe aduhhhhhhh lo bayangin lah sinetron banget kan dihhhhhhhh. Untungnya si Ghina ngejar Abe masih di lingkup komplek rumahnya Ghina yang sepi banget, bayangin deh coba kalo di jalan raya mau ditaro mana mukanya Ghina?
lalu Ghina pas udah deket motor Abe tiba-tiba mikir gimana cara gue buat bikin harga dirinya si Abe jatoh and guess whatttttt?
Ghina pura-pura pingsan di aspal. Buku2nya dijatohin ke aspal & berhamburan lah isi mapnya di aspal.
Hahaha langsung lah si Abe kelabakan dan nangis kejer bangeeeet HAHAHA ngakak banget gue sumpah terus ya begini ;

Abe : (ngeliat si ghina pingsan dari spion motornya) YA ALLAH GHINAAA!
Ghina : (merem-melek, masih pura2 pingsan)
Abe : Ghinaaaaa ghina gapapa kan? hua ghina banguuuun ghinaaaa, abe sayang ghina huaaaaaa (sambil nangis kejer gitu)
Ghina : (gak lama kemudian bangun) Iya Abee... Ghina gapapa kok..........
Abe : Ghina diem dulu yaaaa ghina tenang yaaaa abe mau beli minum buat Ghina
Ghina : Iya abeee..............
Abe : (dan si Abe ke warung...)
Ghina : (Langsung bangun dan benerin kerudung, pas abe dateng langsung pura2 lemes lagi najis)
Abe : Ini Ghina minum ya sayang (masih sesenggukan tuh si Abe)
Ghina : Gausah abe...... gausah.......... (jual mahaaaaaaaaaaal!)
Abe : Enggak kamu harus minum ya sayang
Ghina : (Si Ghina langsung minum setengah botol)
Abe : Huaaaa Ghinaaaaa, jangan gini lagi ya Abe takut huaaaa Abe sayang Ghinaaaaa!
Ghina : Udah be.... Abe pulang aja tinggalin Ghina......... Ghina ga pantes buat Abe. Sekarang Abe pulang, Ghina juga capek be..... kita ga bisa kayak gini terus...
Abhe : Yaudah yuk Abe anterin ke rumah lagi ya sayang
Ghina : Iya Abe.... ( masih pura2 lemes hahaha)

Dan akhirnya ga jadi putus lagi deh mereka hahahaha

Pacar gue? hihihi sama dong ga jadi putus lagi ;))

Damn oh my oh my bangs! Ceritanya gue ke salon mau potong poni sekalian trimming kan yaudah, ehhhhhhhh ohlala taunya poni gue kependekan masya Allah parah banget ini kapan panjangnya ya -_________-

temen gue............................................................................

2008-10-11T23:41:00.003+07:00

Jadi ya gue kan punya temen sebut ajalah ya si Aji (bukan nama sbenarnya, -red). Aji itu classmate gue waktu kelas X dulu dia deskmatenya Mantau. Anaknya biasa aja kok, sumpah biasa aja. tapi emang sih yang gue tau dia agak lebay dan melankolis. Suka ngomongin sinetron, lagu-lagu mellow yang kelewat mellow dan lain sebagainya yang-harusnya-ga-diomongin-sama-pria-sewajarnya. Ehem gue nyadar he's a geeky-boy sebenernya udah lama. dan dia suka nanya gini "Aweng aweng tau gak sinetron yang agak sedih-sedih gitu? kasih tau gue yaaaaa" Lah mana gue tau? gue cuman hehehehe gitu trus kaburlah gue ;p. terus pernah juga "Aweng lagu indonesia yang mellow banget apa sih weng?" gila kan padahal cowok loh zzzz. Dia juga suka terlalu lebay sama kisah hidupnya sendiri gitu, sebenernya ga separah yang dia ceritain. Kadang gue kasian sih soalnya dia juga gaada temen yang bener-bener deket, si Mantau chairmatenya sendiri ngejauh banget makanya kan parah
Terus akhirnya pas kelas XI gue ga sekelas lagi sama dia. Gue IPA dan dia IPS, tapi kehebohan lebaynya dia masih berlanjut & gempar di kuping classmates gue pas kelas X.
Hemmmmmmmm ini gue alamin sendiri nih. Jadi singkatnya si Aji itu punya temen khayalan, yang dia 'kasih nama' : Alex. Ya jadi si Alex itu ceritanya udah kuliah di UI dan tinggal di Paris. And you know what? Gue sendiri pernah disapa sama si 'Alex' itu di msn waktu gue lagi online, pake accountnya si Aji, here's the details & gue masih inget;

Aji (atas nama Alex) : Halo ini temennya Aji ya?
Gue : Iya ji ini gue lo kok aneh sih?
Aji : Gue bukan Aji, gue Alex
Gue : Hah?
Aji : Iya gue kakak khayalannya Aji
Gue : HAH?????? (sumpah ga boong gue langsung bengong, speechless)
Aji : Gue tinggal di paris loh sekarang tapi gue masih kuliah di UI juga loh
Gue : Hah? Oh iya iya hehehe (bingung gue harus ngomong apa lagi)

Gila horor banget kan waduh. Dan yang lebih kacau lagi waktu itu si Aji kan di sekolah ketemu sama salah satu ex-classmate gue pas mau pulang. Si Aji langsung ngejulurin tangan dan bilang,
"Hai, nama gue Alex. Lo temennya Aji kan?"
Sumpah temen gue langsung kabur hahahahahahah dan langsung ceritalah sama yang lain.
Apa itu ya yang dinamain berkepribadian ganda? dimana satu orang punya 2 kepribadian yang beda. Ya ampun gue masih mikir sampe sekarang kenapa dia bisa gitu. Katanya sih si Aji masih kayak gitu cuman ga terlalu sering kayak waktu beberapa bulan lalu. Nauzubilleh deh yeeeeeee jangan sampe ya Allah -,-"

Yah senen udah masuk deh sumpah gue males banget deh.........................................................

beneran

I Love You, Anyway

2008-10-08T15:03:00.003+07:00

Selamat siang saya ngepost lagi deh, saya sendirian dirumah -.-"
Now i want to cerita cerita about me and my pacar, namanya Haffi Putranda Ilham.
We've been a couple for almost 2 years hihihi and we started our history in November 25th, 2006. And everyday everyminute everysecond that we've through, banyak yang berubah ya, although it just a little.
I'll tell from the beginning.
Jadi ya gue dulu ga tau sama sekali yang namanya Haffi, dulu gue 7e dan dia 7b terus kelasnya juga jauh kan ya jadi ya ga kenal. Dan datanglah suatu hari dimana guru-musik-smp-gue-yang-ngefans-Metallica-dan-berkumis-seksi bernama Bapak Suparjo ngadain ulangan praktek nyanyi buat semua muridnya dari 7a sampe 7e,gue kira sih cuman tes nyanyi biasa gitu, ternyata eh ternyata tes nyanyi itu buat milih anak padus. Oh holy crap and i was chosen, dan jadilah gue si anak padus. Galak bener dah si Pak Parjo itu hahaha kita bener-bener ga boleh makan goreng-gorengan, makan es dan blablabla, itu pun bener-bener dikontrol sama beliau. Dan ceritanya lagi, kita kenalan lah semuanya, dan salah satunya Haffi. Pas ketemu pertama kali, kesan gue ke dia : Ngilfilin. Bogel. Kribo. Gendut. Putih sih tapi ehem. Biasa ajalah pokoknya.Sampai suatu hari dia kan sering latian bareng sama gue dan yang lain, lama-lama jadi cerita-cerita.
Masuklah kelas 8 dan kita udah keluar dari padus. Gue belom terlalu deketlah sama Haffi. Waktu itu gue deket sama Anne, temen smp gue yang notabene dulu sahabatnya Haffi.
Tiba-tiba si Haffi nelfon gue, dia cerita sama gue. Kalo ga salah gini :

Haffi : Halo, ajeng ya ini?
Gue : Hah? Iya. ini siapa ya?
Haffi : Ini gue Haffi
Gue : Oh gue kira siapa, kenapa fi?
Haffi : Hemmmm gue boleh minta tolong ga?
Gue : Oh iya boleh kok, kenapa?
Haffi : Gue berantem nih sama Anne. Bantuin gue baikan dong pleeeeeease
Gue : Hah? Berantem kenapa?

Dan blablabla omongan berlanjut, akhirnya hampir tiap hari lah kita ngobrol, dan kita jadi sahabatan. Terus waktu itu dia suka sama Anne dan gue comblangin, maka kun fayakun mereka pun jadian.
Tapi si Haffi itu tiap hari adaaaaaa aja berantemnya, gue nyoba ngebaik-baikin mereka, kalo berantem gue yang ngurusin. Then because of something which i can't tell you they were separated.I felt guilty because they both are my besties, dan kalo mereka putus semua gara-gara gue. Intinya, gue ngerasa bersalah aja, mereka waktu itu soalnya jadi berantem.
After the break, gue sama Haffi masih deket. Malah jadi seru-seruan gitu lah walaupun gue 8b dan dia 8d, telfon masih jalan terus tiap hari padahal ga jelas juga gitu ngomong apa, sampe suatu hari nyokap gue bilang, "Kamu kok sering banget telfonan sama temen kamu yang itu? Kamu pacaran ya?"
Gue bilang "NGGAAAAK! Aduh apasih mama aku cuman temenan idih najis najis enggak deh amit-amit"
Emak gue jawab lagi, "Kamu jangan ngomong gitu kalo jadian beneran gimana?"
Deg! Mampus gue, gue jadi beneran takutlah itu.
Day by day, month by month, akhirnya kita udah mau kelas 9. Waktu itu gue gaikut ke sekolah ambil rapor, gue dirumah doang soalnya takut nilai turun, eh taunya kata nyokap gue kelas gue yang katanya kelas unggulan udah ga ada dan gue disuruh telfon ke sekolah buat nanya kelas gue dimana. Gila masa sih langsung gue telfon deh ke temen-temen sekelas gue dan katanya emang bener kelas unggulan udah gaada. Kelas unggulan udah ditiadakan sama pihak sekolah karena katanya pilih kasih. Huhuhu gue sedih banget karena udah 2 taun dari kelas 7 sampe kelas 8 gue sekelas sama orang2 yang sama walaupun ada beberapa pergantian teman pas kelas 8, tapi gue ngerasa solid banget. Kayaknya sayang aja kalo mesti misah dari mereka.
Akhirnya classmates gue disebar ke semua kelas, dan gue sekelas lagi sama Sofi Dyan Beby Said Cumi Panji. Sedihnya gue ga sekelas sama temen deket gue si Icha Dita Koeng Thata Sitta Inna Els huhuhu. Lalu lalu tiba-tiba telfon rumah gue bunyi dan gue angkat, ternyata Haffi.

Haffi : HALO AJENGNYA ADAA?
Gue : Iya iya ini gue kenapa sih fi? Kayak cangcorang lo nelfon gue tereak-tereak
Haffi : GUE TELFON KE HP LO KOK SUSAH SIH? GA DIANGKAT-ANGKAT LAGI!!!!
Gue : Aduh iya iya maaf hp gue di kamar males ngambil, kenapa?
Haffi : LO TAU GAK?
Gue : APAAN?
Haffi : KITA...........
Gue : Aduh apaan sih lo iya apaaa?
Haffi : KITA SEKELAS JENG
Gue : (diem, bengong)
Haffi : (bengong juga)
Gue : HAAAAAH? GUE SEKELAS SAMA LO? NIGHTMAREEEEEE!
Haffi : Iya gue jugaaaa! Idih ih ih...........
Gue : Dih amit amit guaaaa sekelas sama lo!

Intinya gue males banget sekelas sama dia hahaha, tapi yaudahlahya, akhirnya gue pasrah deh mau dikerjain kayak apaan sama dia tiap hari grrrrrrr. Akhirnya di kelas gue deketnya sama Haffi, Beby, Sophie, Dyan, Ronny sama Said gara-gara sebuah tugas bahasa indonesia yang mengharuskan kita bikin majalah gitu. Hahaha temen-temen gue itu sukaaaaa banget ngeledekin gue sama Haffi dan kata mereka "udahlah jadian aja lo berdua" gue sama Haffi ketawa aja dan ngomong apaan-sih-apaan-sih doang tiap diledekin kayak gitu. Komponen pendukungnya juga banyak, wali kelas gue dan guru matematik si Bu Eva, guru bahasa indonesia si Bu Yuli sama Bu Nia, guru ekonomi juga sering banget ngeledekin gue sama Haffi hahahaha i miss that moment so much ;)
Time goes on and i can't deny, i getting closer to Haffi, cuman gue belom ngerasain apa-apa. Si Els monyetsayangku itu akhirnya ga tau gimana bisa, dia deket juga sama Haffi, katanya waktu itu dia minta dicomblangin sama els biar jadian sama gue -.- Dan hari Sabtu tanggal 25 November 2006 abis ada syuting Indahnya Kebersamaan bareng Uje di sekolah gue hahaha gue inget banget tuh, Haffi sama Els ngajak gue jalan, nonton. Yah akhirnya gue ikut aja. Pas gue sama dia lagi nonton, tiba tiba dia ngeliatin hpnya, gue disuruh baca notes, dan isinya curhatan.
Gue pertama bingung kan, terus gue baca dan pokok inti dari curhatan dia :

Ajeng gue suka sama lo, mau jadi pacar gue ga?

Jengjrengjrenjrengggggggg! Mampus gue aduh jawab apaan nih ya. Dia kan sahabat gue masa jadian sih, kata gue dalem hati.
Kata dia disuruh bales di bawahnya, dan sempet terjadi pergolakan batin.......

Saya : Aduh terima gak ya?
Hati saya : Nggggg terserah lo deh
Saya : Aduh tapikan dia sahabat gue
Hati saya : Kasian dia udahlah terima aja
Saya : Oh tuhan gimana iniiiiiiiiii?
Hati saya : Udahlah ntar kalo udah 3 blanan gitu kalo lo emang ga mau jadian sama dia putus aja
Saya : Oh iyayayayaya

Dan akhirnya gue nulis di notes dia, I-Y-A
dia bales (hihihi gue inget), I LOVE YOU
gue bales lagi, ME TOO
padahal dalem hati belom ada rasa apa-apa

Jadilah tanggal 25 November 2006, jam 19.06 kalo ga salah, Ajeng Awliya Puspitasari dan Haffi Putranda Ilham jadian dengan suksesnya.
Tapi, 3 bulan pertama emang guilty pleasure banget. Dia lagi seneng-senengnya punya pacar kali yaaaaaaa hahahaha jadinya suka agak lebay lah, tapi guenya belom sayang, masih ngerasa dia sahabat gue. In my mind i was thought how wicked i am, he loved me but i didn't. But in the other side i'll guilty if i couldn't keep this relationship, because he looked so happy with our status at the moment, me as his girlfriend and him as my boyfriend, not bestfriend anymore.
Dan gue pun mengurungkan niat gue buat putus, dan gue nyoba sayang sama dia.....................
Akhirnya bisa, setelah lewat 3 bulan gue sayang juga sama dia.

Setaun pertama, everything could be so-sweeeeeeet. Pas ulang taun gue dulu kado dari dia juga bejubel banyaaaaaaaaaak banget.
Bulan bulan berikutnya, he has been totally changed until now.
I feel i lose something, i don't know what it is. You were paid a lot of-attention for me, but now it's not. Not messaging each other anymore and no news before i contact you early. I do not want you to send me messages or phone me everyminute everysecond but i just want you to care for me, maybe just a little Fi. I would like to be your best, anyway. If you don't love me anymore and you have found someone new much better&better than me, please talk to me. I am not perfect for you, i know it surely. And if you prefer to be single so you have to talk to me, because i amn't feel like your girlfriend anymore. Where is your heart? I feel like shit now. Our relationship has no sense. Do you feel the same way?
I miss you like you were a year ago. I've been waiting so long for you to be 'you'. The real you, not pretending & not hiding something. Not being someone like nowadays.
If you read this, i wish you can understand and please don't make my heart full by aches & pains again. If you can't be change, maybe better that we break. You go your own way and i go my own way. Do ya know, i think we might be not celebrate our next anniversarry. I am give up for us, for our relationship.
Before this all getting worse&worse, please solve all this up together.
But I Love You Anyway, My H ♥

Mbak oh mbak

2008-10-08T12:09:00.001+07:00

Oh well hari ini gue bangun siang banget gara-gara tadi pagi baru tidur jam 3.40 dini hari
Dan pagi pagi pas bangun nyokap gue udah berkoar

Gue : (Buka pintu, muka kusut)
Mom : Jeng ayok batuin mama bersihin rumah!!
Gue : (setengah-merem-melek)Hemmm iya maaaaa
Gue : (Masuk kamar lagi, ngecek hp)
Mom : AJENG !!!

Dan gue akhirnya nurut nyokap gue. Gue liat apa yang kotor dan berantakan terus gue beresin.
Hooooooaaaah MBAK CEPET PULANG DONG
Mbak gue sekarang lagi pulang kampuang nan jauh dimato, katanya baliknya tanggal 10.
Tersiksa banget deh nggak ada mbak, mesti beres-beres sendiri dan blablabla padahal kelemahan gue ya itu ga bisa bersih-bersih. Gue kan orangnya ceroboh banget ya hahaaa pasti apa yang gue beresin malah jadi makin berantakan -,-" Haffi aja sampe ketawa pas diceritain konyolnnya gue bersihin rumah
How silly i am hahaha. Okelahya ternyata pekerjaan asisten ibu (pembokat,-red) itu BERATNYA-MASYA-ALLAH. Kamar kan ada 6, rumah lebay banget lagi, banyak sudut disana-sini, halaman rumah lebay juga dan repotnya banyak pohon lagi wah pokoknya ribet
Ini aja gue bagi-bagi tugas sama adek-adek gue dan nyokap saking gak kuatnya, dan hebatnya mbak gue bisa ngerjain semuanya sendiri. Mbak gue juga ga mau dicariin pembantu satu lagi, katanya ga enak mendingan sendiri. Gue aja sampe mikir, Ah gila mbak gue, udah gue 4 bersaudara, bandel semua, kerjaannya main mulu, rumah lebay banget tapi kuat sendirian.
Gila salut gue sama mbak gue, hidup mbak!!
sumpah mbak cepet pulang donggggggggggg ;'(
Gue punya 'the history of maid' yang bener bener kacaucaucau
Yang paling lama tuh namanya Mbak Marni, sampe 12 taun dia disini dan dia bareng Mbak Warni
Terus Mbak Harni, cuman kata nyokap gue dia sebentar tapi sabarrrrrrrr banget.
Abis mereka pergi woh ga ada yang sampe lama banget gitu. Gue lupa nama-namanya tapi skandalnya pada heboh banget
Ada yang kabur lah pas siang-siang dan adek gue yang paling kecil namanya Bagas, waktu itu masih umur setaun ditinggal sendirian di rumah ga ada yang jagain, Ada lagi yang suka mabok (sumpah gue ga boong), ada yang suka nglepto, adalagi yang sukanya mejeng sama tukang ojek, adalagi yang lebay sukanya ngedramatisir sesuatu, ada juga yang pacaran sampe melakukan-hal-yang-dilarang-agama, sleeping together with her crush before married tapi sama nyokap gue langsung di PHK hahaha
Parah kan ya aduh tapi untungnya yang sekarang sabarrrrrrrr banget dan udah sekitar 4 taunan bantu-bantu keluarga gue
Udah deh jangan ada macem-macem lagi ya.........................

I am listening to Jason Mraz's songs, now playing : Sleeping to Dream
Click here for watching & enjoy this friends!

p.s Huaaaaaaaah i am lazy for done all my homework & paper from Frau Ari, Mr.Asep & MRS. SUMINTARIA SIAHAAN
Can you help me pleeeeeeeease?

Insomnia lalu Jason Mraz

2008-10-07T23:30:00.002+07:00

Selamat malam & saya ga bisa tidur -____-
Oh well baby serangan liburan tuh begini, tidur larut malam terus gabisa deh bangun pagi shitttttt. Yaudahdeh gue mau ngomongin Jason Mraz aja ya hehehe
sebelum gue ngebacot, ini nih mukenye :

jason mraz my oh my

Birth name	Jason Mraz
Born	June 23, 1977 (1977-06-23) (age 31)
Origin	Mechanicsvill e, V irginia
Genre(s)	Pop rock, adult contemporary
Occupation(s)	Singer, Songw riter
Instrument(s)	Guitar, voc als
Years active	1999–present
Label(s)	Atlantic (2005-present) Elektra (2002–2005)
Associated acts	Speechwriters L LC Raul Midon
Website	www.jasonm raz.com

Biodata singkatnya itu tadi ya, terus lengkapnya gini.
Awalnya kan dia kuliah di Longwood University, bosen kali ya dia (hahaha yang ini sotoy) nah terus dia pindah ke American Music & Dramatic Academy, New York. Abis itu, taun 2002 dia bikin album debutnya yg judulnya "Waiting for My Rocket To Come" dikontrak sama Electra Records. Then here is the cover :

1st album ; Waiting for My Rocket to Come (2002)
I REALLY REALLY WANT THIS ALBUM! If you find it in any music store in Jakarta, please contact me! I will buy it as soon as possible, thank you--

Terus dia dapet platinum lah itu dari RIAA dan lagu hitsnya waktu itu judulnya "The Remedy, I Won't Worry". Lagunya lucu deh hihihi.
Tahun 2005, dia dikontrak sama major-label yaitu Atlantic Records, dia bikin album judulnya "Mr. A-Z" dan inilah covernya, taraaaaaaa :

2nd album ; Mr. A-Z (2005)

yang ini punya dong heheeee

Karena gue udah punya, yang menurut gue paling enaaaaak itu Wordplay, Please Don't Tell Her, Clockwatching, Forecast, sama Did You Get My Message? huaaaa hampir bagus semua lah lagunya. Eh iya lupa di album pertamanya itu gue udah denger You and I Both, that is his song that makes me adore&adore him aw aw, and fyi that song has a lot of memories about my love story hihihi. ah jadi curhat kan gue zz

Oh iya album ketiganya, baru release nih bulan mei taun ini daaaaaaaaaan inilah covernya :

3rd album : We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things (2008)
udah punya juga hehehe

Naaah album ini lah yg famous di Indonesia, kebanyakan orang tau lagunya yang I'm Yours, dan lagu ini sempet masuk chart radio2 Indonesia kayak Prambors&Trax lumayan lama, ada kali ya sebulanan gitu wow banget kan. Di amrik juga gitu loh hebat yaaaaaaa wkwkwk
Jason Mraz juga sering banget jadi opening act nya penyanyi2 besar dunia dan udah eksis di dunia tarik suara lebih dulu, for example : The Rolling Stones, Alanis Morisette, James Blunt, Rachel Yamagata, James Morrison and more.
Hooo iya lupa dia juga sempet jadian sama Tristan Prettyman pas taun 2002 eh terus putus deh taun 2006.

And here are mraz' songs that you-have-to-listen & save them in your playlist :

You and I Both
The Remedy
Shy That Way (ft Tristan Prettyman)
Keep on Hoping (ft Raul Midon)
I Melt With You (OST 50 First Dates)
Wordplay
Please Don't Tell Her
Forecast
Clockwatching
Did You Get My Message?
I'm Yours
Butterfly
Live High
Lucky
Make It Mine
Sleeping to Dream

Oh iya satu lagi, Jason Mraz is also a avocado-farmer! Wihi hebat yayaya, dia punya kebun alpukat gitu. And this one is a little disgusting, he is a raw-foodist, which means that he eats all his food raw and does not eat anything which has been cooked or processed grrrrrrrrrrrrrr aneh yayayaya.

Okelah it all about Jason Mraz. Dan katanya taun depan dia mau KONSER DI INDONESIA amin amin amin doain ya gue pengen banget nih semoga ga cuma gosip doang aminnnnnnnnnn -.-

Okay, good night&sleep tight anyone........................

Kembali Menulis

2008-10-07T21:12:00.001+07:00

Aloha!
I'm back for updating my-worried-blog yang udah bener-bener ga keurus. Gara2 tugas, les, ini itu bla bla & bla lainnya
Ini laptop juga pake error disana-sini gara2 virus & komputer gue pun begitu adanya, you are so shit oh virusssssssss!
Yahahaw jadi maaf-maaf ya buat keenggakberesan blog gue disana-sini hehe ;)
Anyway,
Hari ini gue baru aja pulang dari Melawai naik busway sama Dita, Ucull, Rizka, Melinda, Pacar barunya si Rizka yang namanya Tomi, Aldi & Haffi juga dong. Awalnya emang pengen langsung ke La Codefin, Kemang tapi kita ke melawai dulu
Dari berangkat aja udah banyak banget cobaannya. Si Yuka, adeknya Dita yang marah-marah lah gara-gara ga diajak heheu sorry yukaaaa, terus si Ucul yang telat datengnya akhirnya pak supir taksi nya mesti sabar dulu nungguin si Culle dateng. Terus pas turun dari busway juga panaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas bangetngetngetnget.
Oiya, parah deh baru turun busway aja gak tau melawai yang mana hahahaha gawat wat wat, soalnya kan gue pernahnya masuk dari jalan depan bukan dari belakang. Akhirnya kita nanya sama satpam dan akhirnya ketemu juga walaupun mesti muterrrrr dulu. Gila gue keringetaan bangetkan pengen ganti baju tapi gak bawa baju ganti, terus gue beli lah langsung pake wkwkwk abis mau gimane lagi coba. Si Dita & Melin terus beli kalung&bangles gitu hahaaaaa dapet murah lagi emang sinting tuh si Ucull nawarnya sangaaaaaaaaar!
Semua laper&capekkkkkkk, akhirnya makan deh di food courtnya Grande.
Next Destination : ~~La Codefin, kemang~~ tapi enggak jadilah akhirnya gara-gara udah siang banget di Melawainya. Masalahnya gue kan ga boleh pulang sore-sore
Terus-terus dari situ kita pulang ehhhhhhhh malah pas pulang gue dapet tas inceran gue barulah kita pulang. Gue tau tuh yang cowo-cowo udah males dan capek banget ngeliat cewek2 ini belanja udahlah biarin aja ya ;p
Karena udah capeeeeeek dan ngantuk kita pulang lagi deh naik busway. Terus turun di halte Velodrome abis itu nunggu Mas Dayat, supirnya Haffi jemput.
Lalu lalu lalu kita pergi ke McD & photo session kacaaaaaaaaaaaau gitu hahahaha. I'll upload the photo soon.
Abis itu, Gue temenin Haffi ke DiscTarra dulu biasalah dia nyari dvd terus ke Lucky Audio, akhirnya Mas Dayat dateng dan kita pulaaaaaaaaaaang!
Di jalan mana gue pake berantem lagi sama si Haffi, tapi akhirnya baikan lagi sih hihihi I Love You, Haffi emuah ;]
Sampe rumah gue pun ngobrol dulu sama nyokap & Haffi. Ya ampun mama aib gue dibuka semua dari yang waktu TK beginilah begitulah aduh gue malu banget huhuhu dan akhirnya jam setengah 7 gt Haffi pulang deh.
Eh iya tadi pas lagi jalan si Rizka pacaran mulu lagi sama si Tomi aduh enaknyaaaaaa baru jadian. Yang kasian mah si Dita, baru putus dia dari Zahir
Jadi pengen balik pas masa-masa baru jadian dulu..........................
Dulu ya Haffi bedaaaaa banget. Wah sms tiap hari, suka ngasih surprise gitu entah ngebeliin boneka apalah dan waktu gue ulangtaun dia ngasih kado bejubel
Masih inget gue tuh kado2nya & masih ada nih : selimut sapi biru, kalung tinkerbell yang cuman gue pajang aja hehehe, badzmaru, dan bunga mawar putih 7 biji sama mawar pinknya 4 biji.
Aw aw aw so sweeeeeeeeet if i remember the way he gave the roses & gifts.
Anyhoy gue ga butuh kado-kadonya itu tapi yang gue butuh waktunya&perhatiannya, titik. Itu doang.
Lah sekarang? Dikit-dikit sibuklah sama ini sama itu dan udah jarang banget sms gue duluan.
Sekarang dikit2 berantem. Gue dicuekin terus masyaAllah giliran gue minta putus dia ga mau eh tapi pas udah baikan kayak gitu lagi.
My 16th birthday wasn't like last year. Nothing special anyway, dia aja lupa ulang taun gue.
But i love the present, that was JASON MRAZ'S NEW CD YUHUUUUUU! Gila itu susah banget nyarinya.Dia ngasihnya juga 2 bulan lalu sih pas baru-baru release.
Di World of Music sency yang gue tau lengkap, waktu itu belom ada, malah mbak2nya nanya "Jason Mraz yang mana sih?" Oh God pleeeeeeeeease!
Walaupun kado nya dikasih udah lewat bgt dari ulangtaun gue yang notabene bulan juli, but I am so glad! Sampe gue menitikkan air mata haru pas dikasih surprise itu hihihi abis susah sih dapetnya.Sekarang mah gampang lahya dimana-mana juga udah ada.
Balik ke topik pacaran tadi,
berarti bener ya kata orang. 3 bulan pertama beeeeeeh lagi hot banget dah hahaha, terus 3 bulan kedua mulailah berantem kecil dan pusatnya berantem hebat diditu tuh.
3 bulan ketiga, makin heboh, mulai ngereda pad 3 bulan terakhir, barulaaaaaaaah setaun terlewati.
Tapi gila ya gue tahan banget sama Haffi, ini aja udah mau 2 taun hihihi i love you anyway haffi cupmuah
Yaudahlahya gue mau gantu baju dulu nih,

See ya soon!
- ajeng

Lagi, Lagi & Lagi

2008-08-10T17:19:00.000+07:00

Hallooooo

Untuk ke sekian kalinya, gue bikin blog lagi-lagi dan lagi, oh my………

Dan sebabnya adalah : gue selalu lupa password. Entah kenapa itulah problem utama gue hahahaha,

yaudahlahyaaaa I’ll start from zero!

Enjoy my blog, pals ;)

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